monkey see // monkey hear

Somewhere only we know

2012-01-17T21:47:00.000+07:00

pssstt... was secretly taken to a place, somewhere only we know :')

update soon! soon!

Anyear

2012-01-12T09:43:00.001+07:00

Ehmm.. On the last day before having the holidays, I went to Siloam Hospital to visit Kak Dion. I and Randy actually planned to watch a movie after that. But then when we're in the elevator, about to go to Kak Dion's room, Randy randomly asked...
R: "Mau ngerandom gitu gak abis ini?"
N: "Ngerandom gimana maksudnya?"
R: "Ya kayak.... Ke Anyer"
saywhaa without thinking twice I said: "YUK YUK!"
Been craving for a beach like forever but heyyy it's already 2pm and I even used a dress worn as sweater with a skirt and flat shoes (of course we didn't bring any proper beach stuff as well) :s :s the traffic was not-so-friendly because there were many constructions, we could only use 1 lane....

At first we looked for blackberry's car charger because our blackberry already ran out of battery and my car charger was broken. And we bought a sunblock too in the nearest convenience store :P then we were confused which was the comfy beach and Randy finally decided to have a try to Marbella... Randy ate fried squid and we bought the proper outfit hahaha. We walked along the beach, tried to ride ATV, took a lot of picts in iPad, and even Randy got his body massaged (I didn't because I could be super sleepy after having my body massaged :P) \m/ well I swear we didn't draw any words on sand nor did we get any temporary tattoos hahaha.. Too bad we didn't see any good view when the sun set by the way....

Then we said goodbye to the beach and thank God the traffic was so good to me, and we stopped by for a while in the rest area to buy chicken chunk for my dinner. Then we arrived at home safely :-)

Good God and Randy, this random trip really is worth the try!!! :''''''''''')

See you in the next random trip!! :P

Facts about the 12th Dikdas

2011-12-11T22:34:00.001+07:00

My left lower and right upper eyelids are swollen on the 3rd day, which is really really not in the right time, which leads to...
be such a nice target to be bullied by the seniors...,
including red lipstick, black duct tape, and charcoal all over my face TT_TT
Pee in the middle of rain forest is a kind of.. hmmm.... creepy? :s
Eventhough the menu is very very simple, but the food is so delissshh I can tell.
Jakarta-Sukabumi even takes time longer than Singapore-Japan. Hell to the yeah to the traffic.
I'm a summer-type kind of girl, winter won't fit me I presume.
Taking a bath in a very cold weather without using hot water really can make you warmer. :-)
I may not be afraid of ghosts or else, but I really really have an issue with pacet! Euwhh, the uget-uget thingy, the fatten body when sucking blood, and the pain they left even after they're no longer on our skin! :&
Seeing seniors having such a reunion really makes me jealous (in a good way)! Imagining myself talking about the co-ass thingy with the other TBMT XI... must have been so priceless!! :')
It's my second dikdas having Randy around. hoping that there's many many dikdas I'll have having Randy around :-)

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You have no idea how grateful I am, being a part of Tim Bantuan Medis Trisakti XI :'''''')

2011-11-01T23:51:00.000+07:00

Although she always disagrees in me with "that" stuff and she knows that I definitely won't follow her advice(ssss!), I know all she wants is nothing but the best for me..

Because deep inside I knowww what she (and other people) said is a lot true and making sense.

Hughug Fidhy {}
(PS. Damn it really does making sense TT_TT)

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A year ago....

2011-10-30T22:35:00.001+07:00

It's october 28th, how I still remember the details of what happened last year. How I was stupidly confused about which clothes I should use, how I was late in a very first date, and how awkward I could be. What should I do what should I say??? Thank God he's basically a very talkative boy and knows how to wind the conversation (not to forget about his racism and other stupid stuffs hahaha).

It was a plain instant date actually (if you could ask him hahaha). We had sushi (or I might say it was just me having sushi grr) and accidentally met his parents and his littlest cute sister. Then he bought her sister a cup of cranberries ice cream...

(I'm so cheesy I knooooow.. Still remembering this silly simple stuff is such a weirdo, but you know..., I don't mind.)

As months go by..., "Kayak udah lama, tapi kayak baru jadian," once my friend said. I don't know what she actually meant, but I hope it's a good sign! :P

And the fact that people think that I look like firly, eja (his bestfriend) made a gossip that firly is actually his & my daughter -_- And out of expectation, people believe it !!_!!

Thank you for being such an influence (in both good and bad ways! :P) Please don't get tired of me & all stupid things that I did without any further consideration. Hoping that this relationship will bring positivity for both of us :-)

Pssstt.. Kalo kata remaja-remaja sekarang sih....
"Wedthawedth iia kk...!! ^^"
=D =D

I love you, Randy Bhramantyo.
♡♡♡

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2011-10-21T01:31:00.001+07:00

Well, people seem so careless about their surrounding, why can't I just be like them for once without having them complaining about it?? In case you don't know, people can be so careless everytime they want 'til I get used to it now (not really, actually).

...Dan karena lo mendapat low-income dari hasil penjualan sepatu dr. Martens di tanah abang, mau gak mau lo menurunkan harganya kan supaya dapet untung? Karna udah kepalang tanggung juga buat langsung gulung tikar, udah keburu banyak mesen sepatunya di pabrik.
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Edisi marah-marah

2011-09-04T00:36:00.003+07:00

liburan ini bener2 liburan termalesin dari semua liburan yang ada. sekarang mungkin gue sedang berada di titik puncak di mana hidup gue super flat & boring dan bener2 ilang mood untuk ngapa2in. tapi mikirin kalo liburan gue tinggal seminggu bener2 bikin gue makin gak bergairah hidup (lebay) (tp serius). kerjaan gue cuma nyuci segalanya yg bs dicuci, twitteran, tumblr-an, blogwalking, skype-ing, makan, tidur, mandi, airclimb, main sally's salon sm mudik ke pontianak. di sana juga magabuts krn cuaca jg lg gak mendukung banget, kemarau parah, sehari ujan sekali tapi terik. tapi ternyata di jakarta juga begitu, tp untungnya gak semenusuk panasnya pontianak sih... alhamdulillah yah. btw kok sekarang pada pake baju kaftan sih? apalagi pas lebaran kemarin. perasaan jauh dari sebelum lebaran 2thn yg lalu juga udah banyak dijual di depan hokben PIM1 dulu... terus kok juga semenjak harpot final part jadi pada suka gitu sih sm tom felton??? aduh gue inget banget dari jaman harpot1 gue udah naksir berat sm tom felton, sementara temen2 gue sukanya sm si dan, terus gue diledekin gitu sm temen2 sd gue yg maniak harpot (maniak dan lebih tepatnya) katanya gue gak punya selera. gue juga kadang2 dapet kritik tentang gaya berpakaian gue. HEH plis ya gue gak suka deh orang2 underestimate selera orang lain. mikir dululah, bisa aja orang yg lo underestimate itu juga ngerendahin selera lo kan!? susahlah nilai sesuatu yang subyektif, relatif toh.

semua to-do list gue yang penting2 juga gak ada satupun yang tersentuh. kebanyakan to-do list nya mengharuskan gue ke luar rumah, sementara gue lagi semacam dihukum jadi susah banget buat keluar rumah. "gak betah banget sih di rumah, lama2 papa masukin pesantren juga nih". hhhh like seriouslyyyyyyy..... anggap saja akhir2 ini lagi gak akur sama papa, a lot of disagree this and that. apalagi yang masalah itu (mikirinnya aja udah makin pusing & mules). oiya sama gara2 sering keluar rumah, sering main hp, sering tidur (padahal udah ngga :|) sm jarang keluar kamar. ya abis gimana dong, nothing beats my bedroom, seberantakan apapun deh. ditambah lagi bb gue rusak gak bisa idup secara perlahan2 sampe lama2 gak bs idup sama sekali. makin2lah gue dijadikan bahan sindiran terus hhhh. mana sindirannya suka gak nyambung gitu. kayak contohnya "kok kaki nanda kecil sih? itu kan tanda2 orang yang suka sembarangan nyimpen duit" :| yea dad I clearly can't see what's the relative. cuma emang bener sih yang bokap gue bilang. salah satunya yg macam gue gak betah di rumah. randy juga sering bilang gitu. kayaknya kl lagi ada day off dan gue gak bisa keluar rumah, kayaknya tuh gue langsung jadi uring2an gitu. gue ngerti sih kenapa, mungkin gue keseringan pulang malem dari kampus capek ngurus ini itu, pulang2 langsung masuk kamar, membersihkan diri, tidur.

tp kadang2 kalo dipikir2 sih, kata2 bokap banyak benernya (banyak loh, ngga semua). dan sebenernya kira2 75% I love how he responsibly takes care of his children. kayak kira2 sejak bulan puasa kemarin, dia ngasih peraturan kalo suatu saat gue lagi pergi dan udah di atas jam 9pm, gue harus ngabarin di mana posisi gue tiap jamnya. biar nanti sekiranya kalo2 gue bakal pulang malem banget dan bakal nyetir sendiri, bokap bakal nyuruh yadi/acang (bahasa halusnya sih my house assistants) buat nyamperin gue dan ngawalin gue pulang. but sometimes I'm so confused in choosing whose words that I should be taken care of more. my mom is such an oldskool-ly modern thinking, but my dad, on the other hand, is very modernly oldskool kind of thinking. hmmm

and the fact that randy is not around really makes me more.....hmmm.

(so much sorry for hearing me too much blabbering about many many unimportant stuffs that I should haven't worried about too much. especially it's only via phone/bbm. what could have been more annoying than this??? hahaha (I actually didn't want to be such a needy girl, trust me, but I can't help it!))

I miss you. I really dooooooo! safe drive home, bear! see you soon!!! {}{}{}

Fasting + holiday = laziest a$$

2011-08-01T20:56:00.004+07:00

Ramadhan already! my first day of fasting went very well. forced myself to wake up to do solat zhuhur then got my bb's port charger repaired (do not ask why!! hahaha) and helped my mom out to serve our breakfasting's delights...

By the way, truth be told this is what my best friends think about me:

Well... thank you :|

This conversation inspires me to make a list of what's a lazy person like me doing to spend my holiday:

1. accompany A to X

2. accompany B to Y

3. accompany C to Z

4. sleep

5. eat

6. stalk people who don't have any relation to me at all

7. browse internet

8. play itouch

9. airclimb

10. repeat from no.1

and UNFORTUNATELY, my holiday hasn't started yet, still 2weeks to go but I've already done those things as well now... HUHUHU (lazy ass)

Anywaaaaaay, I ain't a saint, I'm a sinner. I forgive, but I can't forget.. but I really want to apologize wholeheartedly for everything I've done... hoping we all are blessed especially in this holy month. Amin 0:)

EKS-O! ;-)

Water & Vertical Rescue

2011-07-29T10:03:00.002+07:00

Sabtu-minggu kemarin, tbmt ngadain diklat internal water & vertical rescue di bumi perkemahan cibubur, kerjasama sm basarnas. Seruuu banget parah!! Sabtunya kita praktek water rescue di danaunya. Diajarin gimana cara bawa perahu karet, ngedayung, turun-naik perahunya, ngangkat korban dari danau ke perahu karet (which is naik ke perahu karetnya aja susah bgt apalagi ngangkat korbannya!!? Tp turunnya bisa dgn lancar *dance*) Doddy aja yg kuli bgt gitu kesusahan bgt ngangkat gue hahaha (atau emg krn guenya yg terlalu berat !_!)

Terus diajarin cara nyelametin korban tanpa bantuan apapun, jd mau gak mau kita berenang sendiri nyamperin si korban, trus bawa ke tempat evakuasi. Ya seperti yg gue sudah bilang di post sebelumnya kan kalo gue gak bs renang, jadi pertamanya gue yang jadi korban dulu hahaha. Yak dengan susah payah gue berenang agak jauh dari si doddy dan pas nunggu si doddynya nyamperin, gue bener2 mendalami peran jadi korban dari yg histeris panik ngegrecokin doddy sampe akhirnya kaki gue ceritanya paralysed (dan didoain paralysed beneran sm si doddy ;_;) dan lemes dan mati. Fyi, gue gak pernah sepewe itu berada di atas air, mungkin karna life jacket & pelampungnya basarnas terlihat profesional dan mas2 basarnas & temen2 sekelompok gue pd suportif bgt jadi yaaa gak panik2 gitu di sana :D trus so far so good nothing to worry about sampai pd akhirnya hips gue kepentok ring buoy -_- jd ada 1sesi penyelamatan pake ring buoy (yg orens kyk donat kyk di baywatch) trus ring buoynya itu diteken supaya ada di bawah dada & perut si korban, tp si doddy dengan semena2nya malah melepas gt aja ring buoynya walhasil hips gue msh bengkak sampai 4hari kemudian TT_TT

Trus tiba saatnya gue yg hrs jadi penolong. Pertamanya sih si doddy dgn baik hati stand by gak terlalu jauh dari gue tp lama2 semakin gue mendekat malah dia semakin menjauh -__- katanya biar terbiasa dan supaya gue lama2 bs berenang, ya tapiiii -_- terus pas yg pake ring buoy, gue bilang "gue bales ye liat aja" trus dia jd ribet sendiri ternyata dia takut kena genitalianya -_- yakaliii gue gak sejahat ituuu gue bilang aja "tenang pak tenang, saya profesionaaal" hahaha trus krn waktunya udah abis dan kitanya gak sampe2 ke daratan (krn minimnya skill renang gue + doddynya jg berat bgt) akhirnya doddy yg ngebopong gue trus teriak2 "ini gimana ini yg nolong malah korbannya" trus pake lebay gitu minta bantuan sm kak dion yg notabene bkn kelompok gue -_- malu2in gue aja !_!

pics from here. click to know more about water rescue

(krg lebih sama kyk yg diajarin basarnas :D)

Terus diajarin cara bawa motor tempel dan mengemudikan perahu karet. Gue diajarin sm kak yuga supaya perahunya jalannya naik turun gt kayak di arung jeram hihiw seyuu :D sayang bgt kamera aquapix gue semirusak krn pas di tidung kmrn bocor kerendem air laut dan underwaternya pubdok udah abis batrenya jd foto2 di airnya dikit :(

Trus hari kedua praktek vertical rescue. Pertamana kita rappeling dulu. Duh boo gila skut bgt pas pertamanya mau ngejatuhin badan kita tp seruuu bgt pas turun! Trus prusiking dan gue bisa loooh dipuji2 sm basarnasnya krn gue bs cepet dan tinggi hihihiw tp gak to the max gt soalnya ktnya capek bgt turunnya. Trus jg kita diajarin bawa korban descending (jd kayak rappeling tp bw korban jg) trus flying fox jg super tinggi, skut bgt pas pertama turunnya kan jd refleks teriak eh tp diketawain sm anak2 pramuka gt katanya "gitu doang teriak" -_- yah dek... Ini bukan stuff saya jd jangan salahin saya bereuforia gt dong -_- emang deh tbmt bener2 ngubah gue bgt hahaha mulai dari tes masuk tbmt aja si windi bilang "gue kira lo gak mau ikut tbmt..." "ikut kokk kenapa emangnyaa" "abis gue kira nanda anak mami gituu" -_- yea baby this anak mami finally made it to be tbmt xi tho... Hahaha :P

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As special as martabak :-)

2011-07-19T22:35:00.005+07:00

ah jadi mayu :$ (pasang tampang blushed menjijikkan)

A post before 6th

2011-07-13T20:41:00.003+07:00

just read amanda's kindergarchy, then I found this post. at the end of it, there said:

...in any case, smell triggers memories better than anything else.

(with a link on it)

I opened the link and it's about the intimate link between smell and memory. there said...

...Anatomy can explain this. Our sense of smell is anchored in the primary olfactory cortex. This part of the brain is yoked to both the hippocampus, which processes memory, and the amygdala, which regulates emotions. This means that aromas that prod the memory also trigger an emotional accompaniment. So we perceive memories triggered by smell as more intense than those provoked by sight or sound...

(PS. YES I STUDIED ABOUT THIS TOO IN MY COLLEGE ;P yay medical faculty!)

yeah I found that man who has a good smell of body odour (not perfume nor deodorant) is somehow attractive (in my humble opinion). and the fact that my boyfriend's body odour really smells like my father is somehow bothering me. not literally, you know like.. the feeling when you smell someone you miss near from you everyday and you really hope it was him but unfortunately it's not him! hahaha not trying to be so rude to my dad, but you know.. I can't get to see him everyday like the way I have a quality time with my dad almost everyday :$

PS. no no, don't ever consider that this one is a kind of oh-I-miss-my-boyfriend-from-my-long-distance-relationship post. yes we both are seperated hundred miles apart from monday-friday but fortunately he always comes home every weekend hahaha yayness!! :P can't wait to see you on weekend ;-) (if I don't go to puncak -_-)

hmmm ok now imma throw up rereading this self-embarrassed post hahaha. ciao!

Believe that what happened to us is what's the best for us

2011-07-07T22:09:00.003+07:00

the quote above is something I wrote in a sticky note on randy's cupboard. it's not a nonsense quote nor the crappy one because (I'm not trying to be so spiritual here, but) God really shows me. like a month ago, I was so upset and disappointed about something but then voila! something else much better happened a couple weeks later. and for short, my bm-s are finally all accomplished ((ask my friends how I always deal with MANY (most of 'em unnecessary) bm-s)). alhamdulillah...

but then, something terrible happened this afternoon, when I came back home with metromini (public transportation in jakarta, shaped like mini bus). I was the last passenger when I was about to get off of the metromini. and to make a long story short (because you have to know my territory well), my blackberry was stolen by the kenek metromini (metromini driver's assistant :P). I went home with a big regret feeling then my uncle helped me to catch the metromini. a police gave a hand too :P but too bad we couldn't get that metromini (the one with "FELIX" big sticker on it :P weirdddd today is felix's birthday!)...

suddenly at 19.00, someone texted my mom. he said he was the one to whom the stealer sold my bb. and again, to make a long story short, my dad payed my bb and finally my bb is now on my hand. onyooo maybe it's because of a super rude bbm from my beloved prita:

...and some push emails from my friends' twitter mentions replying my tweets about my bb being stolen. thank God my bb is still like the last time I took care of it, but unfortunately my simcard was successfully thrown and my garskin was peeled off by the stealer. hmmm. well I now more believe that after the rain, here comes the rainbow... and lesson to learn: not being so in love with my bb so that someday I can let go of it easily hahaha (no no no there's no way I can let go of my bb anymore!!) (see, this theory doesn't only exist for a relationship thingy hhhaha :P) btw thank you guuuyshh!! much love :* :*

Summalüv

2011-07-01T12:05:00.006+07:00

Finally got a chance to do a sweet escape to any paradise.... Here goes, me randy prita ravi to go to thousand islands. From Muara Angke, we went to Tidung Besar Island then we took a rest for a while then did snorkeling to Payung Island. It's my very first time to snorkel and I felt so nervous because truth be told, I can't swim ._. at first I felt so panic and didn't get used to breath through the pipe that uses mouth to inhale. And I was discomfort too because my vest and fin were too loosy (so sorry Randy I didn't believe you that I was actually S-sized! Hahaha). and a bit frightened too because I'm actually not allowed to swim yet because of below 30-day post-lasik. But I feel so proud of myself now because I finally have a courage to swim on the sea! Yeay me!! :D then we waited for the sun to set on the beach but we missed it because we're way too busy chatting around -_-

Then we had dinner and BBQ in a very dark and quiet beach that I think no visitors ever visited that beach hahaha thanks to Maul our loyal tour guide to take us to that beach! We made a camp fire and ate the BBQ (it's actually only Prita that ate those seafoodsss :P) and enjoy the night wind and again and again, for the very first time enjoying stars seeing with so many stars in the sky. And again, for the very first time I realized that stars are really twinkling! Gosh where the hell my house is TT_TT

Day-2 we missed the opportunity to watch the sunrise -_- because of the lazy dudes I travelled with while I was tummyache enough to wake 'em up.... :P after had breakfast and got ready to check-out, Prita Ravi Maul went to Tidung Kecil Island with their bicycles while I sit nicely on a becak motor driven by my super sweet boyfriend hahaha (yeah you know why -_-) Oh my God it was againnn my very first time riding on a becak motor. At first randy didn't get used to it that made us nyeruduk twice hahaha (because the stir was imbalanced to the right). But Maul told us that it's normal that we nyeruduk twice because becak motor is so hard to drive. Yeayness Randy is da bomb!! \m/ People were so unfamiliar to have a scene that a becak motor driven by a cool person with sunglasses like Randy (like seriously Prita told us that there were highschool girls said that the driver is so cool hahaha B-) then we went home by boat again with very big wave that couldn't stay quiet for a minute that caused the other passengers to throw up that caused me to throw up too -_- (it's because I wasn't feeling too well too since a day before) :P

Ah... How I love this sweet escape. Thanks to Prita Ravi that wanted to participated.. And especially to Randy that actually took control to plan this holiday at the very last minute (because I was way so giving up that I wouldn't have any high quality holiday 7 years ahead -_-) can't wait for the other sweet escapessss (with many S on it!)!!! :-)

PS. this photo was actually taken in Tidung Kecil Island, not in Payung Island.. sorry for the wrong labeling :P

Flexi NBL Challenge 2011 feat. USA Legends

2011-07-01T10:20:00.005+07:00

Flexi NBL Challenge 2011 feat. USA Legends was my very first basketball competition I attend. I honestly can't stand watching any sports competition, I'm not even into sports (like seriously). But this time was different. TBMT had an opportunity to be the medic team at this event (because we had been a medic team in DBLIndonesia events a few times back then). This event was huge, so crowded, and unexpectedly changed my perception about basketball competition hahaha..

This event started with the opening dance from some talented dancers, then there was The Celebrities Charity Game that consisted of 2 celebrities teams. There were Didi Riyadi, Yossie Project Pop, Udjo Project Pop, Mario Lawalata, Adri Bakrie, Vicky Notonegoro, Pandji, Samuel Rizal, Richard Insane, Rico Ceper, and many more. Then here goes what we've waited.... NBL Indonesia players vs NBA Legends. There were Denny Sumargo, Okky Wira Sanjaya, Dimas Muharri, Yunarto, etc; and Dale Ellis, Cedric Ceballos, Clifford Robinson, Ikenna Chukwuemeka Nwankwo, Voshon Lenard, Duane Cooper, Chidozie Chukwudi Chukwumah, Akin Akintude, Eric Rohwer, Dwayne Jones, Kenji Rashonn Thomas, James Tchana from the NBA Legends. The game was so cool even though our team lost, but I should admit it that we have amazing national basketball team because they played breathtakingly satisfying! Btw the NBA Legends esp Cedric Ceballos were having stomachache that time. Maybe, they didn't get used to our spicy and salty foods hahaha... But they still played amazingly like nothing's wrong happen. Cedric even moved and played as our team hahaha well Cedric was da bomb! Unfortunately I didn't have any chance to take a picture with him after the competition because he was surrounded by his fans huhuhu.. I got so regret that I actually could ask to take a picture with him at the break time but I have to keep my professionality as a medic team hahaha.. Uh I really can't wait to have any other (free) basketball games! :P

with Eric Rohwer

with Voshon Lenard

with Robert Santo Yunarto

with Dimas Muharri

read the article USA Legends Janji Datang Lagi about their enthusiasm of coming back to Indonesia :P

2011-06-15T21:43:00.000+07:00

Life gets better when you lower your expectations and surround yourself with people who'll make you a better person..!!!

The wait is over :D

2011-06-05T22:32:00.004+07:00

gue masih inget banget waktu itu papa ngedaftarin gue dan om-om & tante-tante gue seminar lasik dari sebuah klinik mata berinisial KMN di hotel S. waktu itu gue masih SD atau awal SMP dan lasik masih terbilang barang baru banget tp gue udah berminat dan sangat terobsesi untuk melasik kedua mata gue mengingat mata gue minusnya udah tinggi banget saat itu (om dan tante gue yg ikut jg yg emang minusnya selangit). sayangnya pasien lasik harus berumur minimal 18thn dan gue sangat was2 mengingat masih beberapa tahun lagi untuk mencapai 18thn dan waktu itu harganya sudah 16jt/2 mata.

tahun berganti tahun dan akhirnya gue menginjak umur 18thn juga. tp saat itu gue masih sibuk2nya ngurus persiapan ujian buat kuliah dan didelaylah rencana lasik itu. apalagi waktu gue tes buta warna (buat keperluan masuk kuliah) di Jakarta Eye Center (JEC) kata dokternya minimal 20thn buat lasik. sampe akhirnya waktu bulan maret (kalo gak salah) gue didiagnosis glaukoma. pupuslah sudah harapan buat lasik hahaha tp kata dokter gue (dr.donny), gue udah bisa dilasik tapiii tunggu tekanan bola mata gue turun dulu... alhamdulillah tekanannya turun tapi sebelum lasik, mata gue harus bebas dari softlens minimal 2 minggu, tp tepat 2 minggu gue ada ujian jadinya diundur seminggu lagi.. pas udah H-3 lasik, tiba2 mata gue bintitan -_- jadi kata dokter nunggu bintitannya sembuh. eh pas bintitannya sembuh, matanya iritasi dan merah2 -_- pokoknya setelah menularkan sakit mata itu ke beberapa orang (plus membuat rantai sakit mata hahaha) akhirnya sembuh juga matanya. pas udah mau reschedule lasik, tiba2 kata dokter, kornea gue ada bintik2nya (gara2 putus obat kortikosteroid tiba2) -______- akhirnya gue dialihkan ke ahli kornea di jec. setelah tuh bintik2 hilang, gue sedang melewati bulan padat yang pada akhirnya gue harus tunda sampe gue ujian (sabtu kemarin). h-1 gue lasik, malemnya mata gue rasanya panas dan lama2 merah -__-. itu gue udah galau segalau-galaunya manusia karna gue emang udah bener2 nunda lasik dari kapan tau. dan besoknya gue ujian pula kaaan dan obat mata merah gue waktu itu juga udah abis pula... pada akhirnya gue ngaji, gue doa lamaaaaaaaaaaaa bgt dan gue bilang gue udah ikhlas seikhlas-ikhlasnya kalo emang harus diundur lagi lasiknya krn emang kayak blm dikasih izin sm Allah buat lasik dalam waktu dekat ini.

paginya mata gue udah hampir gak merah tp malah bengkak. gue bersiap berangkat ujian dan gak bawa keperluan buat lasik (baju ganti dan sabun cuci muka--disuruh sm dokternya). pas udah selesai ujian, harusnya mama papa yg jemput biar ke jec-nya barengan tp ternyata jalanan macet banget jadi gue disuruh naik taksi dan ketemuan di menteng. gue udah gak ada mood buat ke sana sebetulnya, mana abis ujian mp6 pula kan hahaha. tp gue mikirnya kalaupun gue gak jadi lasik, gue tetep harus ke jec buat sembuhin mata dulu. terus orang jec-nya ada yg nelfon ke gue, katanya dr.donny udah gak ada pasien, jadi tinggal nunggu gue buat operasi. padahal itu masih lebih dari 1jam janjiannya. akhirnya berangkatlah gue naik taksi dan abangnya bilang dia tau tempatnya jadi gue nonton tv deh. eh taunya kita nyasar2 -_- bener2 memperburuk keadaan mood gue tp yg penting akhirnya nyampe di jec dengan selamat tanpa cela.

pas udah di jec, susternya bilang kl dokter donny masih ada pasiennya -_- jadi gue disuruh makan dulu. abis makan, gue disuruh periksa ketebalan kornea ulang. gue udah minta ke susternya supaya gue diperiksa dokternya dulu, jadi kl emang blm bisa lasik saat itu ya gue gak nyesek2 amat gitu kan udah ngikutin segala prosedur lasiknya hahaha. abis diperiksa eh gue disuruh langsung pake baju operasi dan dikasih obat bius sambil nunggu dr.donny nya dateng.

jadi gak jadi lasik, tetep foto duyuuu pake baju operasi :P hahaha

akhirnya dr donny-nya dateng bersama anak2nya yg super lucu. jadi gue main2 dulu sm anaknya...

meet Nabil. 3y/o. hyperactive and love to be captured

eh tiba2 gue disuruh masuk ke ruang operasi padahal mata gue belum diliat dan gue kira gue giliran kedua lasiknya. panik dooong karna belum siap2in mental hahaha. ternyata mata gue gak kenapa2 krn merahnya cuma efek dari kortikosteroid itu (bukan karna infeksi). makin paniklah ituuu. gue disuruh tiduran di 1mesin beberapa menit dan agak kerasa perih (dikiiiiit bgt) trus gue kira udah selesai tuh tp ternyata itu blm dilasik, msh ada 1mesin lagi. yg kali ini agak lebih lama tp masih perihan mesin pertama. tp agak sekut juga gara2 pas dilaser kepala gue goyang -_- tp kata dokternya gpp sih. pas udah selesai, gue udah bisa liat jam tapi masih burem banget kayak matanya kebanyakan air gituuu. trus gue dikasih goggle buat ngelindungin matanya supaya gak kekucek.

after lasik

trus pas udah mau di jalan pulang matanya makin perih dan mengeluarkan cairan berlebih sampe masuk ke idung jadi penuh ingus idungnya trus cairannya masuk ke kerongkongan juga -_- bener2 uncomfortable dan sampe rumah gue bawa tidur... pas 3jam an, matanya sudah tidak terlalu perih lagi dan tidak terlalu mengeluarkan cairan berlebih jadi bisa melihat dengan baik :D tp efeknya mata idung super sembab bener2 kayak abis nangis berlebihan.

tadi sore gue kontrol dan mata gue masih agak burem jadi kayak masih nyisa gitu minusnya.. tp ternyata kata dr.donny emang gak langsung hilang minusnya. berhubung sekarang dalam masa pemulihan, gue gak boleh nyetir dulu.. gak boleh kena air dan sabun, dan gak boleh berenang 1bulan padahal udah ada rencana mau ke tidung sekeluarga bareng randy jg :P tp gapapa deh, insya Allah worth it. alhamdulillah ya Allah the wait is so over now. thank youuuu dr.donny yg selalu gue bawelin, randy prita and other friends yg udah gue curhatin dan keluhin masalah jatuh-bangun drama mata gue hahaha, terutama mama papa yg gak abis2nya mensupply kasih sayang dan uang buat biayain mata gue :P alhamdulillah alhamdulillah....

Once upon a time...

2011-05-12T21:17:00.000+07:00

went to jatinangor (small tour to unpad nangor and had lunch at padang golf)

went to bandung (heritage and had dinner at coco rico)

spent most of my rare-long-weekend time with randy. we talked about many things and we shared thoughts. well it's like my never-ending birthday celebration from him hahaha. xie xie ni, randy :-)))

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i did before and had my share
it didn't lead nowhere
i would go along with someone like you
it doesn't matter what you did
who you were hanging with
we could stick around and see this night through

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see more photos here.

The chronology of being 19th

2011-05-07T22:22:00.004+07:00

senin, 2 mei 2011

gue ke rumah randy untuk memberikan kado untuk de2 firly (adeknya randy yg terakhir) yg ulangtahun tgl 1mei.. sekalian gue mau pergi juga beli bonchon sama randy. tapi sampe siang gitu kita gak jalan2 juga ke epicentrum walk padahal jam4 gue sudah harus berangkat kontrol mata di jkt eye center. ehhh si randy tiba2 bilang kalo sebenernya dia ada acara membuat lasagna sama temennya. bahh minggu2 ini gue sedang sensitif2nya dan akhirnya gue ngambek dan pulang (dan ketauan ngambek hahaa)

rabu, 4 mei 2011

siangnya pas gue di kampus, si randy di bbm cerita kalo temennya lagi nyari polaroid dan si randy juga jadi ikutan kepengen. trus kan birthday wishlist gue 2thn lalu emang polaroid, jadi gue kasitau info2 intinya kalo fuji instax itu murah dan yg merk polaroid mahal. trus gue cerita ke prita kalo gelagatnya randy kayak mau ngasih gue polaroid atau itu birthday wishlistnya si randy hahaha.

trus pas gue udah di rumah, si luki bilang kalo dia dibbm randy, lalu membacakan isi bbmnya ke gue tapiii ternyata si luki tuh belum baca chatnya sampe selesai kalo gue gak boleh tau isi bbmnya apa -_- isinya kurang lebih ngasitau kalo nanti malem satpamnya randy mau nganter fortune cookies tp jangan sampe gue tau kalo itu dari randy. jadi intinya si randy itu gak bisa dateng ke jkt pas ulangtahun gue karna ada presentasi di kampusnya (di unpad nangor). hmmm gue jadi agak2 sedih gt kaaann huhuhu. terus beberapa menit sebelum tanggal 4 berakhir, kakak gue ngasitau kalo ada yg nganterin kue. hmmm ternyata ini dia fortune cookiesnya... ada 19.

kamis, 5 mei 2011 -- my 19th birthday, kebetulan kelas gue libur

akhirnya gue buka kue itu. terus gue bbm randy sok2 nanya "kamu merasa ngasih aku fortune cookies gak" hahaha trus gue cobain fortune cookiesnya dan ternyata beberapa ada yg melempem, jadi yg melempem gue potekin trus gue buka isi2nya apa aja.. pokoknya ada 20 kertas ucapan (ada 1 cookies yg isinya 2 kertas) dari orang2 terdekat gue... aaah terharuuu huhuhu. dan yaaa kalo pun gue beneran gak dikasitau sama luki kemarin, ya tetep ketauanlah yaaa itu dari siapa, wong dari tulisan dan doa2nya aja keliatan bgt kalo itu dari randy hahaha. pokoknya ternyata si randy udah tau kalo gue udah tau dari luki hahaha trus randy cerita yg dia bikin lasagna itu sebetulnya on progress bikin fortune cookies itu onyooo hahaha jadi merasa bersalah hehehe dan yg anter kuenya itu si satpam dan adeknya randy (razy)

trus pas sorenya pas gue lagi solat asar tiba2 ada yg buka kamar gue dan ada suara rame2 nyanyi "happy bir..." trus pas ngeliat gue lg solat, jd awkward gitu & pd berenti nyanyi dan krn penasaran akhirnya gue membatalkan solat hahaha. ehhh ternyata teman2 kampusku datang memberi surprise (dgn bantuan dari randy) dengan membawa kanvas dan kado... hiksss terharu dan sangat terkejuttt!! karna kebanyakan dari mereka blm pernah ke rumahku sebelumnya (mengingatkanku pd saat ultah ke 14 ;_;) tapi mereka gak bisa lama2... sblm magrib udah pada pulang karna besokannya ada yg ujian dan kebanyakan rumahnya jauh2 dari rumah gue.

trus pas malemnya, randy bbm kalo motornya razy mogok di depan rumah gue dan butuh obeng. itu gue masih di toilet lg bab hahaha trus karna gue curiga kalo emg razy yg di depan rumah gue kenapa gak dia aja yg lgsg bbm gue.. jadi gue bbm aja si razy tp pending. yaudah gue tetep ke depan sambil bawa obeng. pas di depan rumah, kok gak ada siapa2... yaudah gue balik lagi ke rumah. pas gue balik badan eh ada randy!!!! hahaha onyooo... agak ketebak sih tp gue tetep kaget dan surprised dan senang tak terkira hohoho trus dia ngasih kado dan ternyata kadonya itu jam tangan swatch yg emang gue pengen dari bbrp bulan yg lalu!!! jadi si randy sblm ke rumah gue, dia ke sency dulu beli jamnya -_- jadi waktu gue ke spore waktu itu, gue emg pengen beli jam itu.. cuma sayang uangnya hehehe tp ternyata jd nyesel krn gak beli -_- trus pas di jkt ternyata ada dan harganya lebih murah beberapa puluh ribu tp sayangnya warnanya kurang bervariasi gak kayak waktu di spore.. akhirnya gak jadi beli lagi. cuma waktu itu gue mendeskripsikan jamnya ke randy itu kayak gelang (wuuuh never thought he remember pdhl itu kira2 2bulan yg lalu..) jadi randy pertamanya kira jam yg gue mau kayak punya temennya tp dia ragu dan akhirnya dia nanya ke prita hahaha. oiya!! dan polaroidnya itu sebetulnya tadinya kado buat gue -_- tp karna polaroid yg baru di indonesia gak ada yg model terbaru dan kalo fuji instax kan gue bilang murah jadinya gak jd dibeliin -_- hahaha gue jadi gak enak gitu.. pdhl maksud gue murah itu ya lebih murah daripada polaroid tp toh tetep not affordable for me 2years ago sampe2 udah gak minat sama sekali beli itu.

terusss randy kidnapped me buat cari makan di malam hari padahal besokannya gue ujian -_- akhirnya kita ke kemang karna nyari yang buka sampe malem susah. pokoknya randy made a perfect ending on my 19th birthday deh <3 hahaha.

jumat, 6 mei 2011 -- gue ujian akhir modul

harusnya gue ikut LDK sampe hari minggu tapi tapi tapi gue harus kontrol mata ;_; jadinya nyokap gue menyarankan untuk mengadakan family birthday dinner di hard rock dengan mengajak randy juga... hihihi.

sabtu, 7 mei 2011

lagi2 gue menghabiskan waktu dengan randy -_- tadinya mau bikin lasagna dan mau ke 78 juga tapi karena magerrr jadinya tetap di rumah randy dan ternyata pas gue balik ke rumah, gue terkejut melihat ada kertas ucapan besar sekali dari farisa fidhy di depan pintu kamarku dan ada kadonya juga dari fidhy... haaa jadi tuh ceritanya si fidhy mau menghias kamarku gitu tp kan kamar gue selalu dikunci kalo gue pergi. dan si randy jg lupa kalo fidhy emang bilang kalo dia mau bikin surprise hari sabtu hahahaa

duh senang sekaliii! sungguh beraneka macam surprise dan kejadiannya... what an unforgettable 19th birthday :-) especially thank you for my family, randy fidhy farisa prita nabila uhaq thara fira olive okky nilam tiwi erin, dista for making a post on her blog even though we're hundred miles apart ;_; and for those who wanted to spend his tiny time to greet me and give a prayer for me... THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! :*

ps. baru tau di fb skrg bisa otomatis find faces dan mengelompokkan faces yg mirip dan automatically ngetag orang yang kira2 mirip. technologic... ckckck

/v\5

2011-05-03T20:00:00.004+07:00

so a few days ago I and my alpus friends watched maroon 5 in istora senayan. we arrived there at 4pm because prita wanted to arrived there asap so that we could stand right in front of levine cs TT_TT we had to wait in front of the gate 'til 5.30pm then could get into the hall at 6pm, means we should wait 'til 8.30pm.. it caused hypoxia (because it was sooo hot, literally!), dehydration (because food&drink were not allowed inside the hall, we couldn't leave the hall either because we've had a super convenient place there), low back pain (because we're standing and carrying a not-so-heavy bag for too long), and a chronic boredom (because our mobile network was such a mess but thank God there's sudoku in my bb!). but when levine cs got onto the stage... it was all worth the pain :''') eventhough it's so crowded in the festival area, but the crowd itself that made us stand right on the 2nd row \m/ a friend of mine, zabon, got matt's stick drum!! lucky her...

images courtesy Prita (click her name to see more pics).

A he

2011-04-23T23:46:00.002+07:00

He has many things in common with my dad, even my little brother once said that he's so like our dad. Their behavior, their way of thinking, that logical thinking..., you name it. Sometimes I feel like doing a relationship with my own dad and yes, it really feels so weird hahaha. He's not a romantic person (I'm not either, well we're no romantic at all) but he can do many sweet things in his own way. The little things he does sometimes secretly blow my mind away... #eaaa :$

He thought he doesn't have anything to proud of but I know he's absolutely wrong. His knowledge sometimes makes me look like a total dummy because he knows most about something I'm not into it. He's like my personal tukang hp that makes my blackberry runs smoothly like a new one. I love love how he's being so honest about almost everything and cover up the rest but secretly give me a hint about it and let me know it by myself without telling me directly.

He's the one that can make me both eat a lot and a little because he likes to tease me about me consuming too much food but can be so scary if I don't want to eat. Fuck my weight as long as I'm happy ;-) :P (this is something you can call as a biggest bullshit hahaha). He loves being racist and that's why he jokes a lot about me :| he's moody, just like me. He loves to stereo!! But it's okaaay as long as I can still stereo too so we both can stereo together :P bahaha just kidding. You know... Me and him, sama-sama udah "kena" :') hahhahaha

Well there are still a lot of things to say about him but I can't mention all of 'em here... Let's move to my private blog, shall we? All I can say is... It's a he, the one whose name can't be mentioned #asedaaap hahaha :P

Ps. I know I may look so ababil here but people who are in love won't mind to post something like this, will they? Hahaha...

One of these days, you'll miss your train and come stay with me

We'll have drinks and talk about things, any excuse to stay awake with you

You'll sleep here, i'll sleep there, but then the heating may be down again

at my convenience

we'd be good, we'd be great together. ☀

Menyentil. Sungguh.

2011-04-15T22:21:00.004+07:00

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects. When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists." "Why do you say that?" asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist."

"Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop. Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard

He looked dirty and unkempt. The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber, "You know what? Barbers do not exist." "How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber. "I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!" "No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers do exist! That's what happens when people do not come to me." "Exactly!" affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, does exist! That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to Him for help. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

well, Kompas May 18th 2008 really fed my brain.

2011-04-08T21:20:00.002+07:00

Reginald: "Bartholomew, why is life so full of pain?"

Bartholomew: "Pain is the proof of love, Reginald. You cannot be hurt unless you care."

:-)

Swim

2011-04-08T18:50:00.004+07:00

went swimming a couple days ago with luki and prita. I'm actually not a swimming person but since my aquapix's never been used properly as it's actually made of (read: to take picture under water) so here goes... me asking prita and my little brother to play (not swimmin' though :P) under water. too bad I can get only 16 good photos from 36 films :s

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2011-03-29T22:48:00.004+07:00

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Be thankful for what you are

2011-03-28T23:21:00.008+07:00

for those who are studying medical, it must have been so familiar with those 8-word above. and for those who still don't have any idea what the hell does it mean... ok let me describe it a little bit...

Glaucoma is the first leading cause of blindness in the US (read more from medlineplus) and 2nd leading cause in Asia, after cataract. while cataract can be cured (through the operation), glaucoma can't be. Glaucoma is a group of diseases that can damage the eye's optic nerve and result in vision loss and blindness. While glaucoma can strike anyone, the risk is much greater for people over 60. (read more from NIHSeniorHealth or in Bahasa).

and yes.... I'm having that disease. it started when I always see rainbow surrounding every lamp or light I see, and I can't see things in my left and right side especially in the darkness. it annoys me a lot especially when I'm driving all alone in the night.

I have almost all of the risk factors. I have miopia, my head sometimes feel dizzy or migraine, I sometime gets nauseous, and my uncle is a glaucoma patient too. but the most important thing that make it worst is: I had been using current eye drop (just let's say it's CX) routinely for more than a year with usual dosage 1-2 times per day. the fact is, CX isn't supposed to be used without any doctor's prescription. I know CX because my mom's eyes once got irritated and she went to the well-known pharmacy then asked for an eye drop then she's given CX. because CX's been super effective then I used to use CX every time I feel dryness in my eyes. because of my frequent-usage of CX, my eyes' pressure becomes so high (52, while normal eyes have pressure under 20!!!)

it's the blindness I'm afraid of. I was all alone when I went to Jakarta Eye Center. fortunately, the specialist of glaucoma's schedule fit with my visit so he (who is now always be my routine doctor: dr. Donny) immediately gave me 3packs of eye drop (which worth a lot of money!) to reduce my eyes' pressure and told me to visit him frequently when he asks to. it's getting worse when lula told me that her aunt's friend suddenly went blind because of glaucoma right before her wedding day!!!! :...(

I firstly felt so upset, sad, angry, afraid, and the worst is... disappointed for the fact that I get glaucoma not because of my fault like playing computer or cellphone too often, but because of the fact that who-the-hell-knows that using CX too often can damage my eyes this hard! I haven't even 45 years old yet (the minimum usual age of glaucoma sufferer)!! :...(

but then, I never get tired of thanking Allah for the fact that I have many people that still care about me, and of course... for the fact that I'm still in a satisfying condition like this, right here and now, because there are a loooot of people are more suffering than me. I've had my second visit to dr. Donny and my eyes' pressure fell down soooo drastically, alhamdulillah :-) hoping that my eyes' pressure keeps on the right track so that I won't be any troublesome for everyone I love anymore... Amiiin O:)

thank you for those who want to spend their precious time to read this post, I once thought it's inappropriate to post a kind of blog like this but I really hope after you read this, you'll be more thankful for everything you've got and been through. let's believe that many people are more suffering than you, so stand up and don't ever feel that life's unfair anymore :-)

by the way... you'll see me wearing glasses more often if I have to use that 3x1 eye drop and... taraaaa! I've just cut my hair waaaaaaaaay much shorter than before since a couple days ago :P

me and prita on the same day with my previous post

No no, I haven't been that stressful yet because of studying in medical faculty but I'm kinda bored having long hair. I firstly even thought to cut it shorter ('til my ear) but my hairstylist convinced me many many times not to :P) my friends mostly tell that long hair fits me best, but I'm quite satisfied with the result tho... what do you think? :D

Emotionally involved

2011-03-27T13:57:00.010+07:00

randy rode his bicycle from his house to mine in the very sunny saturday. he's full of sweat (because yesterday's way too hot) and his face tone turned darker than ever *aww hahaha.

it's supposed to be me, accompanying prita to visit Blogger Yard Sale but it seemed like we're too late because the chairs and the tables were being trimmed when we arrived there. then prita ended up shopping in Mazee. so sorry prita because I was pretty sure once I attended blogger yard sale at the same o'clock and it's still crowded... :(

because of some reasons, I suddenly felt so nauseous and couldn't stand up for a little longer. my head got dizzy and I couldn't see things properly. randy bought a medicine for me and offered his hands and shoulders to walk down the building and get into our car. in the elevator I finally could throw up into prita's cute plastic bag, right beside randy and many people inside the elevator... I'm so sorry I was kind of embarrassing you both... :'(

prita and randy urged me to eat because my tummy must have been so empty last night. so I was kind of turning into a spoiled little girl. yeah well.... how could I eat the way like I used to in a condition like that -_-

it's so nice knowing that I have some people that still care about me. I'm so sorry for always being such a troublesome especially to randy and prita last night... :") ~~it freaks me out that hanging around your hands and shoulders never bores me nuff. what a good hands and shoulders you have, R :P HAHAHA X_X~~

P.S. I rarely post from here because the posts always ended up being such a trash in my draft. I prefer posting via my private blog or you can visit my tumblr.

Singapore 2011

2011-03-09T20:31:00.006+07:00

hahhhhhhhh (take a deep breathe)

my holiday is about to end in a few days and I've spent it with bonding around with my family & randy, taking SP for a week, and having a fun trip in spore with suppo nadine avissa fidhy ...and yes we dyed our hair there. it started when suppo came out with the I-firstly-thought-crazy-and-wouldn't-ever-happen-in-my-life-but-it-happened-anyway idea: dyeing our hair with sasha, the indonesian well-known temporary hair-dye. suppo & avissa chose red and I & nadine chose blue. well I can honestly say that I'm not too confident with the result because using sasha equals using hairspray: it makes our hair dry and dizzy and hard to be styled. but for one night experience yeah... it was fun though hahaha.

punya bokap yang super shopaholic bikin gue dan sekeluarga kalo lagi ke spore tujuannya cuma ke orchard atau paling mentok2 ke sentosa island. jadinya liburan ke spore kemarin gue banyak ngunjungin tempat2 yg terbilang baru buat gue. oiya pas di sana gue juga sempet melakukan trip belanja sendirian. berbekal gothere.sg (one of the most helpful website!!) I really enjoyed it. bukannya gak suka jalan bareng temen2... tp kalo belanja gue suka pindah dari satu tempat ke tempat lain dalam tempo yang singkat krn gue tipe2 orang yang belanjanya banyak tp per barangnya murah, bukan kayak randy yang sekalinya belanja with big amount soalnya jadi kerasa banget gitu mahalnya -_- nah karna pindah2 gini kan jadi ngerepotin temen yang ikut banget gitu... kayak wkt kmrn ke forever 21 akhirnya avissa nadine suppo duduk aja di situ nungguin gue karna udah pada kecapean abis belanja banyak (maaf ya teman2 :( tp ya emang gak enaknya kalo belanja sendirian jadi gak ada orang yang bisa kita mintain pendapat yang mana yg lebih cocok buat kita. walhasil gue selalu nanya ke shopkeepernya yg mana yg lebih cocok sm gue dari 2pilihan but always end up with not choosing any shopkeeper's advise -_-

terus gue juga sempet ke science center dan sejujurnya.... lebih ke foto2 daripada menimba ilmu di sana -_- yaaaa pokoknya such an experience I had back there... special thanks buat keluarganya suppo karna mau direpotin dan thanks for the prata, bumbu curry, dan keropok taj mahal nya ya tanteeee :-)

btw, like written in my previous post that my old fb acc's (Nanda Soraya) being hacked. and maybe basically the hacker loves to chat so some people chatted with the hacker through my old fb acc and one of them is randy. the hacker said to randy that he (randy's sure that the hacker is a "he" eventhough the email address is sri.nanda83) hacks my acc because I have a lot of friends in that account and not to mention the other reason (apa ran alesannya satu lagi? :P ) so he'll be freely ask my fb's friends to send him 500k poker chips. what daa... -_- randy has successfully collected 300k from his friend (so sweet!! :$) but it's not enough for the hacker *phew. ya udah sih yaaa fb doang gitu cuma sayang aja kan foto2nya banyak banget huhuhu. jadinya I'm moving to Nanda Soraya Abdullah. tp karna kapok punya banyak friends fb yg sebetulnya kebanyakan cuma "tau" doang gak kenal2 amat jadinya ya... kalo yg kenal sama saya tolong add ya!! :-)

avissa

fidhy

nadine

suppo

see more photos

FB terhack.

2011-03-01T17:46:00.004+07:00

tomorrow I'm gonna have my last exam before having a vacation and yeah I know I should have studied but I just can't wait to share...

hmmm facebook gue (mungkin secara tidak sengaja) terhack. ntah gimana ceritanya tiba2 pas gue mau buka facebook kemarin sore lewat BB gak bisa. katanya gue masukin incorrect password dan email. setelah gue coba berkali2 tetep gak bisa, akhirnya gue menyerah dan menunggu sampe maleman buat buka lewat laptop. pas malemnya lewat laptop tetep gak bisa. ternyata email facebook gue langsung berubah jadi sri.nanda83@yahoo.com. terus saat gue masukin password gue, katanya gue memasukkan password gue yg lama, dan passwordnya itu udah diganti sejak kemarin malemnya (2hari yg lalu). padahal siangnya gue masih bisa buka facebook dan bales comment foto ke randy yg ngasitau kalo facebook papanya dihack. what a coincidence... setelah gue utak atik sampe tengah malem tetep gak bisa diapa2in fbnya. jalan satu2nya cuma si empunya email itu yang buka. akhirnya gue message ke facebook gue dan email itu, bilang dengan baik dan sopan kalo gue minta tolong bgt supaya fbnya dibalikin. gue juga ngewall ke fb gue dari fb adek gue buat bilang kalo fb gue dihack, jadi jangan ditanggepin kalo ada apa2 dari account itu.

nah barusan gue cek fb adek gue ternyata ada inbox dari fb gue itu dari jam 12an malem. dia minta maaf dan dia bilang kalo pass&emailnya ada di komputer dia (?) terus dia minta nomor hp gue buat ngasitau email sm pass dia. dan bodohnyaaa gue lgsg ngasih aja gt nmr gue -_- tp gue message lagi kalo gak ganti aja emailnya jadi email gue. gue gak tau deh ya gue kelewat bodoh atau gimana lgsg gegabah ngasih 2 informasi pribadi gitu -_- terusss dan gue baru sadar kalo tiba2 wall gue yg semalem dari fb adek gue tuh udah gak ada!!! dan orang juga jd gak bisa ngewall sama sekali dari fb gue.... terus status temen gue dikomenin dan parahnya foto kakak kelas gue pas di smp juga dikomenin 2jam yg lalu!!! oh my God..... hahaha duuuh tebakan gue sih ini gak sengaja terhack soalnya kayaknya email gue juga agak eror pas sorenya. mudah2an yg megang facebook gue orang baik jadinya gak iseng lagi :D

eh facebook beneran mau diclose gak sih pertengahan maret ini?? sebetulnya bisa aja sih bikin facebook baru ya, tapi waktu itu aja pas gue mau delete fb gue kata temen2 jangan, karna sayang di account gue ada 80an album yg isinya banyak bgt foto temen2 gue... hmmm.... jadi untuk sementara ini kalo ada yg aneh2 dari fb saya tolong jangan ditanggapi ya! :D kalo ada apa2 hubungi saja ke sini atau twitter @nandasoraya. thkuu...

my hacked account

(opened from my brother's account, and the tab on the right probably the hacker :P)

do add my new one ya! :

Nanda Soraya Abdullah | Create Your Badge

thank you!

so-called Valentine's Day

2011-02-15T12:03:00.012+07:00

if someone ask me how did I spend my val's day, babysit will be the best answer then. so yesterday I and randy accompanied firly to kidzania.

fyi, firly adik terakhir randy yg berumur 4,5thn. super cantik super cute, yet super hiperaktif & super talkative -_- dan firly itu gak pernah pergi ke mana pun tanpa kehadiran mamanya. makanya kata randy dan mamanya pas pagi2nya si firly gak mau diajak ke kidzania karna mamanya gak ikut. ehhh tiba2 pas gue nyampe rumahnya si firly langsung minta mamanya gantiin bajunya -_- btwww waktu itu randy pernah bilang kalo orang yang bisa nyuapin firly makan cuma mamanya dan akyuw terussss kata mamanya juga kalo ada gue di rumah si firly makannya jadi banyak hihihi jadi agak bangga *winkwink*

lalu setelah siap2 dan diberi bekal susu botol, air minum, dan baju ganti kita pun cusssss ke pacific place.... dan ternyata agak di luar dugaan, kita kira agak sepi secara hari sekolah tapiii ternyata ramai ruarrr biasa karna ada 2rombongan tk yang juga berkunjung.

setelah memilah2, pilihan job pertama jatuh kepada dokter gigi

firly cocok ya jadi dentist :')

lalu menjadi pilot

lalu menjadi perawat

btw job ini membuat gue dan randy geli karna kerjanya kan merawat bayi dan salah satunya itu memberi si bayi ini susu botol sedangkan firly sendiri masih minum susu dari botol -_-

lalu mendesain baju

us with the dress made by firly

lalu beauty salon

lalu pemadam kebakaran

lalu membuat sim dan menjadi petugas pom bensin

fyi, waktu dia pengen bgt kerja di tempat bensin kita kira si firly mau jadi pengemudi mobilnya makanya buat sim dulu eh ternyata.... maunya jadi petugas pom bensin -_-

lalu terakhir, si dedek ke bca untuk memasukkan seluruh sisa penghasilan ke atm dan finally dedek punya debit card ;) sebetulnya masih ada waktu untuk main yang lain tapi randy takut firly kecapean karna kalo kecapean si firly bisa rewel malemnya

lalu kita mampir ke wendy's sebentar untuk take away french fries, fanta, dan beef chili soup lalu cao pulang....

alhamdulillah kemarin berjalan lancar dan firly gak rewel sama sekali. kata randy, si firly kerjaannya jadi pamer sim mulu padahal di sim itu namanya thania. mungkin karna firly kan kalo ditanya namanya siapa jawabnya nama lengkapnya (firly tania) jadi mbaknya cuma denger belakangnya doang kali haha. sayangnya kemarin lupa fotoin simnya, nanti yaaa menyusul. btw abis liat hasil foto2nya makin gemessssh sama firly. cantik banget aaaaa!!!

btw, I can say that yesterday was my best valentine's day ever (...so far :P) eventhough we didn't really celebrate it hihihi btw.... selamat berhari-hari ya coklat acemmm :-) hoping we can spend a lot more fun days ahead ;') selamat ulang tahun juga untuk FOLKLORE 782010 yang kedua! see you in the next 8years :-)

selamat liburan juga bagi yang masih liburan dan selamat masuk kuliah bagi yang sudah habis masa liburannya. semangat beyuanggg!!! ({}) with love, panda.

Medical First Aid

2011-02-10T19:47:00.000+07:00

What will you do when you see a car accident?

What will you do when your sister or brother collapsed?

What will you do when you see your father get a cardiac arrest?

What will you do when you see other daily emergency cases?

Makanya ikut Medical First Aid!!!!

menolong orang gak perlu pandang bulu kan!? makanya event ini terbuka untuk semua kalangan bagi mahasiswa kedokteran/non kedokteran, atau anak SD-SMP-SMA sekalipun supaya kita semua siap dan berani buat menangani kejadian2 di atas! tp bukan itu aja, kalian juga butuh sebuah tanda seperti sertifikat atau kartu seminar khusus dokter (atls card) supaya kalian bisa diterima dan dihargai di rumah sakit sebagai penolong! tiket bisa dibeli di lobby Kampus B Trisakti atau hubungi gue atau CP di bawah ini :D

G word

2011-02-10T18:18:00.004+07:00

like I've told ya in my previous posts, I've had my hectic days and those turn me very busy. firstly I can tolerate them all tapi ternyata makin ke sini kesehatan gue memburuk dan makin memburuk. gue batuk pilek gak sembuh2 dan tensi darah gue menurun drastis yang menyebabkan gue jadi sering lemes dan pusing2 (penglihatan gue juga seperti ada kabut gt dan setiap ngeliat lampu pasti ada pelangi gt yg ngelilingin -_-). tp akhirnya berangsur2 membaik. TAPI kira2 jeda 4hari, gue sakit lagi persis seperti biasanya -_- terus gue juga kembali menjadi anak malam. bukan2.... bukan yg suka keluar malam tp yg tidurnya larut malam -_- walhasil di kampus gue suka ngantuk dan tertidur di kelas (jangan dicontoh please)

tadi gue ke kampus A (kampus trisakti yg di sebelah UNTAR, sebrangnya citraland) bareng tiwi dan kak yuga buat nempelin poster medical first aid (BTW!!!! dateng yaaaa, info selengkapnya di post selanjutnya ;)) tp ternyata kak yuga mau mampir dulu ke PMT (Pusat Medis Trisakti) buat bayar ambulans, jadilah gue pikir sekalian aja gue periksa. dan ternyataaa dokternya itu dr. Hani, senior TBMT angkatan 6 2003. dr hani ngasih gue PR katanya gue gak boleh capek2, tidur maksimal jam 21.00 (buset -_-) karna katanya "cantik2 berkantung mata" bahaaha, olahraga 2x seminggu (...randy bersorak dari kejauhan bahaha), makan teratur karna dr hani kira gue sedang diet yakali dia gak tau aja gue makannya kayak apa ;_; trus dia kaget gt pas gue kasitau kl gue makannya banyak soalnya gak keliatan yeaay :P, sering makan jeruk, dan pola makannya dijaga.

OIYA terus nilai gue................... masya Allah deh. siang ini nilai MP4 gue keluar dan itu hasilnya super di luar dugaan bgt. emang sih gue udah firasat nilainya bakal jelek (karna MP4 itu masa2 dikdas dan gue bener2 ngerasa gak nguasain bgt) tp ya paling gue kira dapet C gt atau D deh mentok2. eh taunya E........... astaghfirullahhh itu yg namanya kecewa, kesel, sedih, marah, jadi satu. enaknya sih kalo kayak gini ya nyalahin orang yaaaa tapi siapa yg bisa disalahin sih cuis???? I'm the only one who is full of guilty. buktinya banyak kok orang yg lebih banyak aktivitasnya dan lebih sibuk daripada gue tp semuanya bisa kehandle dengan baik dan benar.

OH MY GOD SIAPA NIH YG PLAY "LIKE A STAR"!?!!?? (lirik new tabs -> ternyata blog prita bahaha) duh kan jadi makin galau....... setelah dipikir2 udah lama juga ya gue gak mengeluarkan airmata (as in nangis karna sedih). tp sekarang gue lg gak nangis loh, seriously. belum sih mungkin. cuma ya makin nyesek ajalah gilaaa. tp ya pasti ada hikmahnya juga, mungkin Allah nyentil gue supaya gak terus2an di atas angin. mungkin ada saatnya juga kan gue berada di bawah, masa di atas mulu!? tp seriuslah ini E bener2 merusak IP bgt.

at the very end... mom always knows best. bener kata mama, udah tau sibuk begini tp tetep maksain mingle ke mana2, jadinya menyesal sendiri kan akhirnya. tp alhamdulillah MP-MP sebelumnya nilainya yaaaa cukup memuaskanlah jadi gue gak perlu ikut SP periode 1. cuma ya MP4 itu emang yaa... keterlaluannn deh ck. mudah2an aja MP5 nilaiku kembali memuaskan. amin.

anyway... sabtu kemarin diadakan makrab TBMT temanya The Power of Putih Abu-abu jadi pada pake baju SMA gt :D

game seru -_-

cara mainnya:

1. masukkan es batu ke dalam 2 celah bawah celana si cowok

2. si cewek harus naikin kedua es batu sampe keluar lewat kerah kemeja -_-

kalo es batunya jatoh harus ulang hahaha terdengar gampang ya cuma es batunya licin dan si cowok bisa saja menggelinjang2 kegelian jadinya jatoh deh -_- sayangnya gue dan biondy kalah bahahaha

From Nabila hug

2011-02-05T06:53:00.001+07:00

Hello Nanskeh!
First of all I'd like to apologize for the late 'letter' -_- salahkan kuliah dan tugas rutin yang minggu ini membuatku berunding banyak dengan 'mantan suamimu' haha.
Nanda, Nanda. Nanda Soraya. Aku pertama kali bertemu Nanda saat pertemuan bersama orang tua pada tanggal 26 Agustus 2010 di Fakultas Kedokteran, Universitas Trisakti kampus B, Grogol, Jakarta Barat. Aku dikenali oleh Anggi Miranda, teman SMA ku yang diterima di FK Trisakti juga :D bersama satu teman lain, konyolnya Anggi berakhir sekelas dengan teman yang dulu sekelas denganku dan Nanda akhirnya stuck with my little cheeky ass that she hadn't known yet :p Pada awal pertemuan tersebut, kukira Nanda seseorang yang sedikit introvert dan kurang mudah bergaul dengan orang yg baru dikenalnya. Tapi karena aku akan sekelas dengannya aku pikir "oh mengapa tidak ini awal yang baru, lagipula aku belum kenal banyak orang yang bisa kupercaya" dan aku ingat betul setelah
pulang dari pertemuan itu, kita smsan dan nanya2 kekurangan dari catatan kita buat Program Pengenalan Studi (MOS nya kuliah). Masih aku-kamu deh waktu itu karena gue kalo sama orang-orang kayak Nanda ga enakan jadinya pake bahasa sopan hihi. Karena kami tidak sekelompok PPS jadinya ngga sering ketemu selama 2 hari itu, tapi setelah itu kita pun juga ngga deket.

Kalo ketemu Nanda di luar kelas pasti gue sapa tapi oh tidak ada temannya yg suatu saat kusapa tapi dia mengacuhkannya. Ialah Prita (katanya sih dia ga denger tapi yaudahlah ya haha), yang pada akhirnya sampai sekarang saya berteman baik dengan keduanya. Aku dan Nanda semakin dekat saat bulan ketiga kuliah ia jadi 1 kelompok diskusi denganku :D dan yang perlu diketahui, kelompok diskusi itu sangatlah membuat orang-orang di dalamnya serasa keluarga (onyoook)

Lanjut aja ya.. Semua orang pasti memiliki kelebihan dan kekurangan, ini sedikit ttg Nanda yg aku ketahui:
+Baik, ramah, tidak sombong
+Konsekuen terhadap sesuatu yg harus ia kerjakan (seperti TBMT, yang pada akhirnya gue mundur saat akan tes karena malam sebelumnya ga jadi ngafalin nama2 seniornya karena bingung mikirin UTM MP 3 gimana.. namun Nanda tetap maju dan mengambil resiko dan pada kahirnya dia dapet nilai MP 3 yang lebih bagus dari gue!! huaa haha)
+Kalo konsekuen berarti loyal juga yaa terhadap teman-temannya (kecuali kalo dia ngantuk pasti tidur adalah prioritas utama.. terus pacar kedua -__- lupa semua deh haha)

Sisi netral: dia itu suka senyum2 sendiri kalo BBMan hah serasa kita udah ga disana aja, sangat HBL di waktu2 seperti praktikum sehingga dia suka meluk2 dan cubit2 pipi aku terus aku dipanggil koala..
tapi ditakut-takutin juga pake handscone yang bekas megang cadaver
Oia!! Dan terkadang suka bertindak detektif dalam membantu gue mengupas fakta.. hmmmmm... thankyou nda ;D
Tapi ke-curious-an-nya yang berlebih kadang suka mengganggu haha kritisnya melebihi gue yang dulu gue rasa agak abnormal.

Sisi negatifnya..
-Terkadang kalo kita lagi cerita sm dia dia suka out of this world sehingga pada akhirnya sarannya kurang maksimal dan agak kurang memperhatikan.. tapi gue maklum she's got a lot on her mind already (aww) jadi yasudahlah tapi jangan biarin gue saking gitunya mesti cerita ke om ya haha (ntah kenapa gue ingetnya kalo kita pas praktikum nda.. mungkin krn disitu kita sering berduaan yah
*eyelashes*)
-Suka ngga nyadar dia lagi ngapain! Di depan umum. Ngga akan menyebut apaan tapi hati2 ya ndaa, sampe2 dicap cewe jorok -_- ini gara2 oknum dalam juga sih yg ga kenal Nanda dan salah first impression
-Kalo kuliah lebih sering main hapeee ayo nda cemungudh

Ya sepertinya baru segitu yg saya tahu dari dia, yg jelek2 ga akan gue sebutin lah haha tapi untuk 4 tahun ke depan pasti akan lebih banyak lagi yang saya akan ketahui tentang dia. Aku sedih jikalau
semester depan kita harus pisah kelas :'( siapa lagi yang aku ceritakan langsung tentang ehemnafsuyangmembutuhkanperisaiantizinauntukmelihatnya...
Ga cuma buat itu lah pokoknya gue akan cedih ngeudz *wipes snot* (ngga deeng hahah)

Sekian dan terima kasih,
your koala, your nabiyaa,

Nabila Viera Yovita <3

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Makin sayang sama Prita... hug

2011-02-03T20:51:00.001+07:00

I've promised her to write this since i don't know when. Tapi apa daya, saya terlalu disibukan oleh kuliah, tugas, kuliah,tugas, dan ah, sibuk deh pokoknya, sampe pusing sendiri (curhat).

Okay here we go. (FYI, nanda herself ASKED me to write this, BUKAN nya saya sukarela loh! hahaha gak deng). Saya (Prita) dan Nanda Soraya, sebenernya udah ketemu dari kelas 7 SMP di Al-azhar Pusat, tapi yaaaaa, karena kita berbeda kelas dan kelas nya beda lantai, kita jadi jarang ngobrol. 8 SMP kelas kita sebelahan, tapi ttp jarang ngobrol, abis atut... waktu aku smp kan aku coepoe >.<

Nah mulai lah kelas 9 SMP , tidak disangka, takdir mempersatukan kami berdua untuk menjadi teman sekelas di 9F, ya memang nasib..... Yang gue inget dari Nanda versi SMP adalah hmm hmm hmm dia make kacamata yang super tebel, behelan, tinggi, dan putih. Nanda juga sempet berambut pendek lho dulu, potongan nya bob se-dagu kalo gak salah. Doh, gue agak sedikit lupa sih SMP gimana, abis udah lama banget, yang jelas.. we have been such a good friend since we were in Junior High School.

Pas SMA, gue sama nanda pisah sekolah. Gue ttp setia di SMAI Al-Azhar 1, sementara Beliau masuk ke SMAN 78. Jarang banget ketemu pas SMA, hmm paling ketemu nya kalo lagi ada acara bilingual (iya, dulu kita masuk kelas bilingual loh!), trus pas ulangtahun gue yang ke-17. Karena kita sibuk dengan sekolah masing-masing, jadi intensitas buat ngumpul otomatis berkurang. Tapi untung ada MSN. nah, skip skip skip skip.

Oke, gak penting sih, tapi ini cerita pertama kali gue dan nanda 'bersatu' kembali di dunia ini. Jadi, waktu masa-masa tes PTS terutama Trisakti, dia sms gue mau minjem soal ujian trisakti (waktu itu gue udh tes duluan dan alhamdulillah keterima). Itu pertama kali beliau kerumah gue, dan ternyata! rumah kita deketan banget! Oh iya, nanda itu Anak gaul jakarta barat banget loh, kayak GPS, afal seluk-beluk nya, jadi kalo ada yang nyasar di Jakarta barat, hubungi nanda aja.

Trus beberapa hari setelah itu, gue nanya ke Nanda, Whether she got in or she didn't. Dan ternyata, dia juga keterima! Sebenernya gue sangat ngincer FKUI atau FKUGM, sementara temanku yang satu ini, ngincer banget FKG-UI. Tapi lagi, lagi takdir berkata lain.... Kita kembali bersatu kembali, di FK TRISAKTI.

First of all, let's see the good points about her. Nanda, temanku yang bergigi petite ini sangatlah baik. Berjiwa besar, rajin menabung, ramah, dan tidak sombong. There's something that we have in common. Well, she is a good-looking girl. Smart. She knows fashion well. she's like my walking-google. And above that, she knows about boys quite well HAHA.. Dia yang selalu mukul gue kalau gue udh mulai ngomongin ttg She-knows-who. Overall, dia adalah sahabat yang baik and worth having. Everytime i need advices or opinions, i ask her.

Dia sangat ASIK. nyambung kalo diajak ngomong. Lots of boys are craving for her! HAHAHA. Tapi, maaf ya, temanku ini sudah ada yang punya! hmm,, What can i say more? she's definitely one of my very very very very best friend.

The 2nd, negative sides. Paling sebel kalo beliau udh nunjukin muka idiot sambil gebuk-gebukin orang. Dia gak bisa poker face. Suka senyum-senyum sendiri, trus kalo udah salting suka gebuk-gebukin badan gue (karna gue sering duduk disebelahnya), bagian kiri badan gue remuk kalo duduk sebelah doi. When you ask about her priority, likely she will answer, 'TIDUR'. ya, dia sangat suka tidur, bahkan dengan berbagai posisi dia bisa tidur, dimana saja dan kapan saja.

Gr-an juga orangnya. Pernah waktu gue dan tmn2 kuliah ngumpul di-kostan temen, doi bobo. Trus ada temen gue (Ulhaq) yang ngomong, 'Yee, si nanda tidur, eh tapi nanda cantik ya kalo tidur'.... trus tiba-tiba dia merem trus senyum-senyum sendiri.. eh bangun! Jadi rahasia nya, kalo mau bangunin nanda, blg aja doi Cantik. Efektif!

She's a bit sensitive and moody. Just watch ur mouth when you are joking and talking with her :P membangunkan singa tidur itu namanya. Kalo lagi seneng, bisa seneng banget sampe senyum-senyum sendiri, salting, trus gebuk-gebukin orang. Tapi.. sinyal-sinyal kalo dia udh bete itu, kalo dia ngomong, 'Anjrit..' dengan muka suram. Biasanya kata-kata 'Anjrit' Itu dilanjutin sama, 'parah.. bete banget..', atau 'jrit, badmood abis gue', atau tiba-tiba abis liat bb trus raut mukanya yang dari normal jadi gak normal, atau pas dia lagi dieeeeeem aja, duduk cuman cembetut, trus kalo ngeliat orang dgn tatapan evil-look nya... Watch out aja, kalo salah satu dari gejala-gejala tersebut muncul/terlihat, You'd be better sit and zip ur mouth. :P

Hmm, Apalagi ya? sudah cukup sepertinya. Jangan lupakan aku ya Nanda Soraya! Semoga kita bisa tetap bersahabat sampai kapanpun! dan semoga cepat jadi dokter yang baik yaaaa! I LAFF YOU NDA!

(Biaya ngetik: 10rb perparagraf)

Prita Rosdiana

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If clause(s)

2011-01-21T13:22:00.001+07:00

My time management's screwed. I have a loooot of things to do (too many that I could even have forgot what I have to do if I hadn't written it down -_-). I really wish I had 25 hours a day and 2 packages of weekend every week. Plus, my internet connection has been down in my very busy days since more than 2weeks ago. What a combination right!?? So please Telkom, I urge you to send your technician soon!!! :|

Anywaaaaysss... Eventhough recently am busy with my college thing, I'm really grateful for what I have now. Family, college friends and so-called college life, TBMT, and boyfriend :-) but unfortunately I really miss my highschool mates... My life would have been greater if I still had had time to gather with them like I used to but life goes on rite? See you mates in about 10years ahead, and we'll see each other's achievement!

Tschüss!
P.s. Please kindly bear in your mind that I'm no longer hers/his.

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Happy New Year 2k11

2011-01-01T11:03:00.001+07:00

Kata @neilhimself: "May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you're wonderful. And don't forget to make some art -- write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself." Thanks @neilhimself, I'm so going to surprise myself. :)

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Job sirkumsisi

2010-12-27T21:05:00.006+07:00

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now I've been busy with my college thingy, one of them is because I'm now officially a part of TBMT XI :D setelah berbagai macam proses dan penantian selama kurang lebih 3bulan kayak nonton simulasi, ikut diklat 7latihan dasar, tes tertulis, tes wawancara, tes fisik, tes praktek, dan pendidikan dasar, yang peserta awalnya kira2 170 orang (kata kak okky) dari angkatan 2007-2010. walaupun sempet ada perasaan "waduh banyak banget orangnya" "gilaa capek ah" blablablah apalagi mesti bolak balik kampus dan tempat dikdas cuma buat ikut ujian, but alhamdulillah it's all worth the try.................. *menangis bahagia*

sebelumnya, apa sih tbmt itu??
"Tim Bantuan Medis Trisakti (TBMT) adalah organisasi medis dalam lingkup Universitas Trisakti berazaskan Netralitas, Independensi, dan Menjunjung Tinggi Nilai Kemanusiaan yang bergerak di bidang kegawatdaruratan medis. ..." -official website, facebook, twitter

naaahh hari minggu kemarin, TBMT X mendapat job sirkumsisi (sunatan/khitanan) di bekasi. waktu dimentorin cara sirkumsisi sama kak aryc pake kepala ayam (H-2!!!!) gue udah hopeless aja tuh "gilaaa susah banget" "taaakuuuutt" blablablah tp pas hari-H nya ternyata super seruuu!!! walaupun awal2nya grogi banget. senior2 TBMT yg lagi co-ass sebagai operatornya, TBMT X jd asisten 1, dan TBMT XI jd asisten 2.

gue kebagian meja 5 bareng kak hani (operator) dan kak musa (asisten 1). pertamanya tegang gitu sih, secara baru pertama kali banget. pasien pertama gue hanya membantu menyiapkan alat2 dan mengalihkan perhatian si anak, pasien kedua gue disuruh bersihin smegma (kotoran bekas pipis) dan hecting (menjahit)!!! itu pertamanya susah bgt ya Allaaah karna grogi banget dan, pasien ketiga disuruh menjahit bersihin smegma dan ditambah memotong!!!!!! tp alhamdulillah lebih lancar, lalu pasien keempat sudah lumayan lebih lancar lagi, dan ketika penasaran ingin mencoba sebagai operator.... ternyata pasiennya keburu habis -_- oiya gue tugas gue juga memberikan obat dan wejangannya kepada orangtua si pasien hohoho I feel like a real doctor and of course, cooler than evurrr B-)

oiya pasiennya juga ada yg lucu2 loh! ada yang pertamanya tidur terus pas finishing kayaknya anastesinya abis dan dia langsung teriak "dokter perban dokter perban" hahaha terus dikentutinnn, terus ada yg bilang "dokter lo bacot", terus ada yg pertamanya semua kebun binatang keluar eh lama2 sambil nangis "udah, abis ini mendingan bunuh diri aja paaah pokoknya mau bunuh diriii", terus ada yg bener2 ketiduran sampe selesai gak bangun2 akhirnya dijambak ibunya langsung kebangun hahaha semuanya seru2 kalo liat aslinya bener2 bikin ketawaaaaaaaaaaa :D :D :D

The team with the third patient and his (grand)father :D

I'm so grateful being a part of TBMT XI dan bener kata kak musa, I'm so lucky to have this rare opportunity soalnya waktu jamannya kak musa dulu aja katanya dia jadi asisten 4.... alhamdulillah, terima kasih super banyak buat panitia2 dari bekasi, dokter2 dan senior2 TBMT, especially kak aryc, kak musa, kak hani, dan kk2 lain yg gak bisa disebutin satu2 yg udah sabar ngajarin saya teknik sirkumsisi yang baik dan benar... jangan kapok2 yaaaaaaaaaa :''''''''''''') sampai jumpa di acara TBMT selanjutnya! :D

The not-so-full team!

Love Letter to L

2010-12-08T11:10:00.000+07:00

I have a deep commitment with someone I really love so much. I'm pretty sure he loves me back, even in a bigger amount, don't you, L?

As the day goes by, our love grows more and more each day but I know we're running a not-so-healthy-anymore relationship. I try so hard to get rid of you but I can't seem to move on :( you're so loyal that I can't live without. Who can resist your charm?? No one! :'( My parents hate it when they know we still stick together. But honestly deep down inside I don't wanna be with you anymore. Please...so please don't make it harder, my dear Laziness.

XOXO,
Your one and only,
Nanda soraya
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2010-11-17T22:20:00.001+07:00

...Let's see if things're gonna work out between us.

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Someday, someday

2010-11-12T23:53:00.002+07:00

Snow white said when I was young,
"One day my prince will come."
So I wait for that date.

They say its hard to meet your match,
Find my better half.
So we make perfect shapes.

If stars don't align,
If it doesn't stop time,
If you cant see the sign,
Wait for it.

One hundred percent,
With every penny spent.
He'll be the one that....
Finishes your sentences.

Not Like the Movies - Katy Perry

a 10-minute update

2010-11-11T21:27:00.003+07:00

hi there! I've been so busy lately and since there are a lot of things to share, Imma make it short (let see how short it can be hahah)

I attended KIAT in Cipanas, Puncak from my faculty which was maybe the same as Pesantren Kilat when I used to attend in junior high. it was the exhausting-sleepless-but-oh-so-fun-3-day I had back there. my college mates said that I'm better seen with hijab, by the way hahaha! (I think it's because they have never seen me using hijab before)

I was kidnapped by two 'lil pigs to do facial thingy in eva mulia gandaria. it was like centuries ago since my last facial and I forgot how it felt and boom! it was so hurtful huhuhuuu. see how karma's gonna work on those two 'lil pigs *wickedface* (there's no mercy since they're usually the ones who make me spend more moneeeeeey)

medical faculty is semi-stressful but I think it's the fittest stuff with what I am interested in. less-math, in need of logical & critical thinking, and no artsy assignment. we have tutorial class twice a week, practicum class twice a week, workshop once a week, practicum test once a week and a test once in 2weeks. no wonder if I'm so lack of updates in this virtual world hahaha

I'm having a sort of pain caused by my laziness in doing sport activities. details later.

P.S. meet my new little sister. cutest girl ever! so happy when many people said that she looks like me hahaha... aaamin! (like seriously, look at her eyes!! the prettiest eyes ever and I envy her to the maxxx!)

...short enough, uh? catch ya later :P

Less-manner

2010-10-19T21:16:00.002+07:00

skenarionya begini:
lo lagi pergi berdua aja sama salah satu temen deket SMP lo (sebut aja A) ke PIM. terus pas lagi nyari restoran, si A ketemu sama temen2 kampusnya. naaahh kebetulan, temen2 kampusnya si A mau nntn di XXI tp filmnya masih belum mulai, jadinya temen2 kampusnya si A ikut makan sama kita. di sepanjang makan, si A asik ngerumpi dengan temen2 kampusnya tentang cowok2 oke atau temen2 kampus mereka. lo gak ngerti bahan pembicaraan mereka sama sekali, jadinya di sela2 perbincangan mereka, lo menyisipkan pertanyaan basa-basi kepada teman2 kampusnya si A seperti rumahnya di mana, dulu SMA di mana, dsb. tapi setelah mereka menjawab ala kadarnya, mereka menyambung lagi rumpiannya yang lo gak ngerti sama sekali tanpa ngasih pertanyaan balik atau omongan basa-basi ke lo.... jadinya lo hanya berdiam diri, mengansos mainin bb. tapi di dalam lubuk hati................

gedek banget gak sih lo?!?!?!?
beruntunglah lo masih punya bb yg menyelamatkan ke-tidak-dianggap-annya lo. nah kalo gak punya? atau batrenya lagi abis? atau sinyalnya jelek? atau lagi gak ada pulsa dan gak langganan internet????

maaf banget ya kalo ada yg merasa tersindir, tp gue gak cuma sekali kok mengalami ini. entah emang si temen2 barunya itu males ngomong sama gue, gengsi, atau merasa gak penting juga untuk sekedar berbasa basi ria sama gue yang notabenenya sahabat temen kampusnya itu tp paling ngga ya si A juga tetep mikir gimana pun caranya supaya kedua kubu dari asal berbeda itu menyatu. mana gue cuma sendirian pula biasanyaa...... ckckckck

G.R.I.N.D*

2010-10-10T18:02:00.006+07:00

sowwwwrrrryyyy for the lack update! am rarely online via computer these days and still, not in a mood to post something interesting here (have I posted one? hahaha). hhmmm lotsa things have passed and happened. things come and go, and we have no idea what will happen next......

anywayssss I've been enjoying my college life. new friends, tutors, new seniors, new environment, and new subjects. my college is different from the others. we use modul program. every semester has 5 moduls (@ a month). every modul has 2 test, mid and final modul test. let's say that every 2weeks, we have our test... and my first test went good with satisfying score hihihi alhamdulillah :-) I now am feeling more concern about my future because I have to finish my study at least on time (not hoping too much to be accelerated, though). I don't have feeling like skipping class and having enough time to rest. and luckily, we're problem-based learning. we've been discussed many things but the most exciting is about asthma yeaaayy I feel smarter than ever haha! may this positive spirit still remain 'till the end of my life aaamin 0:)

a few days ago, I and prita accompanied our college-friends-from-outside-jakarta to take a look at GI and monas....

me - safa from jeddah - via from banjarmasin - nilam from batam - ulhaq from bogor

...and to inul vizta to celebrate tiwi's buffday! happy belated beloved tiwul :)

thara from jakarta - nilam - tiwi from jakarta - me - safa - prita from jakarta - ulhaq - nabila from jakarta - tiara from jakarta

these two photos are based on prita's ask (to make her invicible) :P

*Get Ready It's a New Day!

Future plans

2010-09-23T22:09:00.001+07:00

Abaw told me to write down my future plans behind my childhood photo, but I want to share 'em here as well. Here they are...

1. Graduate and be a general doctor after <6 year-study

2. Married by any older doctor (>2years above me as my dad's advice :P)

3. Take pediatricians specialist class while working in a hospital

4. 2years after marriage, decide to have a baby :P

5. In the 7th month pregnancy, stop/vacuum working and vacuum the class until the baby's 6th month

5. Graduate specialist class after <5 year-study

6. Decide to have another baby :P and vacuum my career again to take care of my older kid, my baby, and my hubby until we celebrate our baby's 1st year

7. Take care of both my career in some hospitals & the clinics and my family again :)

Hahaha. Sound cheesy but these have been being my future plans since I was 4th until now :P. May every single thing I mention here and now be granted in the right time. Or maybe Allah has His own plans for me (which are definitely much better than mine)...? Who knows :) wish nothing but the best for me and all of the creatures in this world. Aaamiiiiinnnn :'''')

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Abaw's belated birffday

2010-09-05T22:09:00.006+07:00

Hi!!!
21 agustus kemarin pacarku berulangtahun yang ke 19. tadinya gue mau ajak temen2 sma nya (temen2 gue jg berarti yaaa) dan savik putri bima (sahabat2nya yg dulu seband sm abaw) tapiiii karna temen2 kita udah pd ke luar kota, jadinya cm savik putri bima yg bisa ikut. tadinya kita mau surprise in nya di transforce GI tp berhubung savik memberikan alasan ke abaw "putri udah ngidam bgt mau main jumanji di strawberry cafe jd dia udah booking. terus malemnya abis buka puasa bakal ada soulvibe, maliq dll pokoknya yg top2 gt dehh" hahaha lu kataaa -_- abaw pasti curigalah ya haha. tp ada halangan lainnya:

1. pas tgl 21 agustus itu ulgtahun pernikahan nyokap bokap gue, rencananya sih malemnya mau dinner keluarga, jadi msh galau surprise in abawnya siang2 atau pas buka puasa. tp alhamdulillah dinner keluarganya diundur minggu depannya, jd gue udah fixed bisa pas buka puasa surprise innya

2. gue belum mencari kado sama sekali sampe akhirnya nyari kado pas H-2 sendirian. terusss waktu itu kan gue ke bandung sm abaw, abaw suka sm suatu barang ini dan menurut gue jg pas bgt... ehh pas besoknya mau dipake ternyata ukurannya salah (kekecilan) jd lah dia kuciwa gitu... jd gue minta tlg chiko dan irham buat beliin dan kirimin ke jkt tp kirimannya tdk kunjung sampaiii. sampenya pas h-2jam huehehe makasih ya chiko irham! maaf merepotkan :)

3. abaw bilang jam 2-3an dia mau pergi sm orgtuanya tp msh gak tau jd atau ngga. jd kita butuh kepastian dia jadi pergi atau ngga, jd kalo pergi ya kita surprise innya malemnya aja abis dia pergi sm orgtuanya, tapiii si abaw ditelfonin gak diangkat2 dia malah tidur -_-

4. karna berbagai pertimbangan (abaw baru keluar rumah jam 4an lebih dan abaw ada sahur on the road sm tmn2 sma nya dan gue mau setor muka pas sarasehan saman di deket 78 kalo sempet) jdnya surprisenya di strawberry cafe tanjung duren

5. pas jemput bima, ternyata bima gak boleh pergi krn di rmhnya gak ada orang... rencananya sih bima nyusul kita nanti abis buka. dan mereka akhirnya baru berangkat jam 5lebih pdhl gue udah nyampe gt di strawberry cafe -_-

hmm tapi alhamdulillah semuanya dapat diatasi. jadi abis beli kue di pinot (krn abaw suka kue yg bnyk krimnya di pinot -_-) gue lgsg ke strawberry cafe. pas nyampe di sana jam set5an trus markir lumayan jauh dan bungkus kado di mobil terusss set6an gue masuk ke strawberry dan gue koordinasi ke pegawai2 sana kalo nanti putri dkk bakal dtg atas nama putri trus mereka pesen makanan dan makan sebentar abis itu gue dateng bawa kue... terdengar garing ya? hahaha tp engga loh! berkat mba2 dan mas2 strawberry cafe yg sangat baik :3 kok baik? ikuti terus ya ceritanya hohoho

trus putri dkk nyampe sana dan dikasih meja yg tempatnya strategis sm mbak2nya. selama mereka dateng, gue ngumpet di bagian belakang gt deh. nahh si abaw tuh bolak balik muluu. pertama sih alesannya mau ambil anduk ketinggalan tp ternyata katanya dia nyari mobil gue -_- dan ternyata tuh pas di jalan, dia bilang "aaah paling ada si livina" nah si savik putri kan gak ngerti jd didiemin aja hohoho trus dia sok2 boong bilang mau pergi sm orgtuanya krn mau liat reaksi kita gimana zz trus katanya reaksi gue bener2 biasa tp reaksi putri bener2 ketauan huehehe.

lanjuuuttt. nah trus kan si abaw mau ke toilet, tp gue kan ngumpetnya di dkt toilet jdnya gue super panik kannn jd gue ngumpet di dlm toilet selama setengah jam an gt krn mbak2nya gak dtgin gue haha ternyata toiletnya ada lagi -_- terusss pegawainya udah pd siap kan tuh mau surprise in. udah nyiapin semprotan busa, mainan clapping hands, topi2 dll pokoknya heboh bgt deh. trus lampu strawberry cafe dimatiin dan dinyalain lagu super lebay dan nyanyiin happy birthday gt, abawnya pede gt "buat gue ya buat gue ya" hngg. trus gue dateng deh bawa kue hahaha sayangnya gak pake lilin angka krn angka "1" nya abis jdnya lilin kecil2. trus kita makan2 dan main2 seruuu dan sayangnya mobilnya bima mogok pas otw mau nyusul kita. jdnya kita anterin putri savik pulang trus makan bubur bentar lalu pulang dehhh. what a night :-)

Happy Belated Birthday my dear Akbar Fadheli
sorry for the late birthday post,
just hoping the best for you and be blessed all the time :-)
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2010-08-31T15:10:00.001+07:00

Halo teman2 yg saya cintai... Apa kabar? Saya baru pulang dari kampus nih (ahzeeek) naik...metro mini! Yeay!! Hari ini hari perdana saya naik metro mini sendiri dgn jarak yg lumayan jauh dari rumah. Kampus b trisakti termasuk sekolah terjauh dari rumah saya, karna selama ini saya bersekolah di tempat2 yg benar2 dekat rumah. Jadiii secara ini menyangkut masalah kemandirian jg, gue harus bs pulang naik angkot sendirian. Pdhl om ali bs jemput lalu prita sm lula menawarkan tebengan tetap saja saya tolak dengan berat hati TT_TT

jadi abis saya turun dari metromini, saya ke mampir ke mandiri dulu buat nabung, trus pas mau lanjut pk mikrolet, ehh ada supir papaku yg dulu amat sgt baiiikkk bgt tp udah gak kerja di rmh lg krn suatu alasan. Trus ngobrol bentar, gue tanya kok gak prnh main2 ke rmh lg trus dia blg dia mau ke rmh tp tkt sm papa hhm duh jd kepingin dijemput sm doi lg :x hahaa ngga laah. Baru masuk bbrp hari dan menyelesaikan semua administrasi aja udah butuh duit 7digit buat cd pembelajaran dan blm buku2nya yg ktnya bnyk yg 7digit jg harganya HAAA gue bener2 jd merasa terbebani deh, mslhnya gue bener2, BENER2 harus kudu WAJIB sukses biar bs balik modal x_x

Oiya ngomong2 kmrn ospeknya seruuu! Ospeknya "cuma" 2hari tp tgsnya ampun2an! Jdnya smua tuh sistem kebut semalam terutama 2paper 4halaman 2hari berturut2 + nungguin headline news di metro dari jam 21-24 dan iklan obat2 selama jam 21-24 disuruh nulis indikasi, efek samping, kontra indikasi, dll deh. Walhasil tdur cm 2jam terus dan pas ospeknya kan kebanyakan isinya kyk seminar gt dan itu super ngantuk jdnya, mana adem bgttt haha. Oiya auditnya jg bgs bgt yaoloo gue norak amet gt deh haha. Oiya trus ternyata ada ±7 kakak2 2007 yg menyamar jd anak 2010 ikut ospek! Aktingnya gak mencurigakan sm sekali. Haha unpredictable bgt deh.

Trus kl perkuliahannya, fk trisakti beda sistemnya dari fk2 lainnya. Jd sebulan sekali tes dan setiap tgh bulan ada midnya jd anggep aja setiap 2mggu gue ujian haa.. Trus 2minggu sekali diskusi kelompok dan ada seminarnya gt. Sebulan ini gue tentang pancasila, etika, ya kyk kewarganegaraan gt deh. Duh doain gue cepet lulus yak, gak ada perpanjangan semester jd balik modalnya cepet! Ok? Thank youuu, cheers ^^v

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I can't wait for...

2010-08-17T21:45:00.003+07:00

1. my college life to start because I'm so bored to death.
2. Holy Ied. bonding time with my super big family. ketupat. nastar. semprit. salam tempel.
3. Gossip Girl Season 4!

Kalo kata anak ABG jaman sekarang: lovelife.

2010-08-16T11:45:00.002+07:00

Ehh hari ini tanggal 16 berartiiii 17blnan sm abaw! Hehehe. Alhamdulillah kita 'udah' putus sekali. Pasti lo mikir 'kok malah bangga sih udah putus sekali!?' Iya dooongg gue sm abaw sama2 setuju kalo masa2 putus waktu itu bener2 masa perbaikan diri masing2. Ya kasarnya sih puas2in deh lo sendiri gitu, soalnya gue sm abaw berpendapat kl kita gak putus waktu itu, tau deh nih hubungan jd super garing bgt pasti.

Hari sabtu kmrn, abaw buka puasa di rumah gue loh! Jd gini ceritanya, rencananya gue, abaw, luki (ade gue), dan sabrina (sepupu gue) mau ke anatomy show yg di fx abis itu buka puasa di luar (bkn di rmh) tapiii nyokap gue bilang jgn buka puasa di luar terus, soalnya nyokap lg masak banyak. Naaah berhubung sabrina baru nyampe rmh gue jam3, si abaw nunggu di rmh gue dulu. Trus abaw kan main basket ehh trus diketawain gt sm nyokap gue hihihi ya secara nyokap gue suka jutek kl sm pacar terdahulu hahay.

Terus kita berangkuts ke fx dan ternyata kalo beli tiket anatomy show, gratis perosotan atmosfear jg! Aciiik. Jd abis liat2 anatomy show dan megang2 si mayat, kita mencoba atmosfear. Tdnya gue gak mau ikut gt, tp masa gue cemen amat yak kalah sm anak kecil!? Akhirnya gue ikut dan... Idih serem amat sumprit tp sebentar doang sih cm 6detik coba haha. Terus kita ke farmer's market beli kelapa thailand dannn pulang deh. Eh tp kita beli martabak keju dulu sblm msk rmh.

Pas nyampe rmh... Berhubung gue blm solat asar akhirnya buru2 solat pdhl nyokap udah manggil2 buat bantu2in nyiapin mknan. Trus akhirnya azan dan gue blm selesai nyiapin es kelapa vanili cincau hitamnya hahaha eh tau2nya bokap gue dateng -_- ini di luar dugaan hahaha makin salting deh tuh si abaw. Berhubung udah azan, gue malah diomel2in sm nyokap bokap krn gue lelet bgt ktnya kasian si abaw mau buka. Jaaah yg anak mereka syp deh!? Trus kan gue disuruh nyiapin piring, trus maksud gue sih nyuruh abaw nyendok sendiri nasinya, ehh malah diomelin lg gue, disuruh nyendokin nasinya abaw zz! Pokoknya hectic bgt deh.

Trus gue solat dan bokap gue manggil2 abaw buat mkn di meja mkn (tdnya abaw di ruang tamu) hahaha jd mkn berdua gt dehh. Abis itu gue ke meja mkn, dan makan bersama dehh! Hahaha trus kita nntn tv dulu sebentar, abis itu doi pamit plg.

Hihihi aduh maaf ya norak abisnya baru pertama kali sih :P abaw udah bbrp kali sih msk ke rmh gue, tp baru kali ini bnr2 bonding sm isi rmh hueee :P udah ah malu, hehehe byeee!

PS maaf ya resolusi foto2nya jelek, soalnya pake hp motonya :P

Dream food of the day

2010-08-14T22:55:00.004+07:00

Bandung Roemah Keboen's Virgin something
Vanilla ice cream with hot choc brownie and choc melted + strawberry syroup!!
(recommended by adindi. thanks a bunch dear :*)

Puncak Cimory's Tahu Seaweed

Akfad, let's go there again and eat 'em up, shall we? :-)

Holly-days o:)

2010-08-06T10:15:00.007+07:00

Hello dear!

On august 3rd, I was just back from my short trip (4 days) in thailand. That wasn't my first time to thai, but it was the first time I went to bangkok and hua hin.

Soekarno Hatta International Airport Terminal 2E

Well actually it was a shopping-trip organized by Nyata tabloid (not a recreation one), so my family participated, excluded my younger brother because it'd feel like hell to him but he kept pushing us that he must participate too. Sooo my mom bought him the slim nintendo wii then finally he said no to the tour -_-.

Bangkok Palace

We visited only two palaces, and the rests were various markets. I and my family so much agree that bangkok is the heaven for the shopaholics because they have anything we need with so much affordable prices!!! Even it's better than hongkong as my dad said. And thank God that was thailand grand sale so it gave us much cheaper prices in the shopping mall (traditional markets don't participate thai grand sale) including zara for woman!! Almost all item they have, worth up to 790baht which means around Rp 240.000!! Yeayness!!!

Wat Pho

We watched the famous sissy cabaret and for the very first time I talked face to face with a pretty sissy (in thai we say 'tutut') when I was about buying the baggage in h(is)er shop at suam lum night market. (S)he is really pretty and has a very wonderful hair and skin and body except h(is)er voice... Hehehe.

Hua Hin Beach (Chang's Seafood Restaurant)

Hmm about the city (bangkok), I had a better feeling for my jakarta hehehe. Sorry to say but the center of the city isn't that wow, compared to our beloved sudirman, bunderan hi, etc. And the buildings are not that wow too hehehe. The highest building they have is not that hmm...wow. Thai have bad traffic jam too and I think the weather is worse than jakarta. And the worst for me, I wasn't in to their foods hehehe... Since I'm so picky in choosing food and I'm a muslim, I can't eat anything I want there. They usually use ebi (small shrimp) in their foods and they love sour and that makes almost food they have is sour tasted. My dad who loves seafood so much, didn't eat much seafood there because of the different taste. But thank God I love their famous tea and coconut and also durian! Nyummyyyy...

Patra Place Restaurant

Talking about currency, I agree with the new idea of 'redenominasi'. I agree with this because I somehow felt the same way too that sometimes the sellers in thai laughed at our currency that has a lot of zero (and one of them said to me that it usually make them confuse of those zeros)

Baiyoke Building - the highest building in bangkok (...or thai? I forgot hehe)

All for all, the things I'm saying here are just my opinion. So sorry if I make hard feeling, but I do really love bangkok and look forward shopping til drop again :-)

Calypso Cabaret

This sassy's even prettier, has better body shape & hair than me & my mom who are the real women huhu

Suvarnabhumi Airport

Dedicated to my beloved ex prom crew

2010-07-24T21:39:00.008+07:00

gue banggaaaaaaaaa banget sm kalian, yg udah jatuh bangun buat ngurus2 prom mulai dari dekor, uang, guest star, uang, peralatan, uang, acara, uang, blablabla pokoknya semua masalah baliknya ke uang lagi pasti. padahal ya kita baru bener2 ngurusin prom, apalagi uang ya kira2 H-2bln ya gak sih? ya pokoknya cm bentar bgt deh gara2 perhatian kita kebanyakan pd ke tes2 ptn, uan, dll. tp akhirnya semua masalah ini selesaisaisaiii sebelum anak2 pd mencar ke luar kota, tanpa harus ada yg digadaikan apalagi bunuh diri.

The Crew!

(beberapa tag-annya tdk sesuai krn ada yg gak bisa ikut foto)

segala cara kita lakukan, mulai dari meminta donatur, menagih2 uang wajib prom ke anak2, mencari barang2 bekas ke komplek2 sampe kaki amel dan bacol belang sendal jepit gt, ngepak2in di gudangnya rehan, ngeloakin, mesen stiker, beli cd, ngepak2in stiker cd sesuai pesanan, ngejualin..., beuhh terdengar enteng bgt gak sih? tp serius, percaya sm gue, nyari duit itu sussssssaaaaaaahhh banget. gak perlu disebutin nominalnya, tp alhamdulillah kita berhasil mencari dana berdigit-8 itu.

gue tau gue bukan panitia yg 100% bertanggungjawab krn gue akui gue beberapa kali merasa angot2an buat kerja (maaf bgt yaaaa teman2.......), tp bukan panitia prom namanya, kalo menyerah begitu saja walaupun banyak panitianya yg angot2an! huehehe. ada 1 yg menurut gue bener2 terhercules. sebut saja dia B. terkenal di kalangan 78, apalagi angkatan folklore karna suka menagih uang hehehe yaiyalah secara bendahara folklore... nahh doi wkt itu sempet sakit dbd gt, kasian deh semuanya terbebani sm dia gitu... dan sekarang dia sudah resmi menjadi warga negara bandung krn dia dan keluarganya sudah benar2 pindah ke bandung... hixhixhix

si B. kenal kan kenal kaaan??

oiya ada 1kejadian yg sungguh menyebalkan tp aku senang dibeginikan sama mereka... jadi ceritanya kan mau ada kumpul di rmh lula buat ngeburn2 CD, nah krn gue gak bisa (mau pergi) tp gue tdk enak sm mereka, akhirnya pagi2 sebelum gue pergi, gue titipin laptop gue di rmh lula siapa tau kl laptopnya lebih banyak, bs jadi lebih cepet selesainya. trus pas sore magrib gt, si lula ngesend pict di bbm tp gak begitu jelas gambarnya. dan esokannya kan giliran rumah gue didatengi para kucrut2 itu, trus pas laptop gue dianterin ronald, dan pas gue buka laptop gue... tadaaa ada kertas print an ini:

towew sumpedeee bisa aja tuh gue ngelaporin mereka karna pencemaran nama baik dan pemakaian hak milik orang tanpa seizinnya! (btw kata mereka, muka gue sm abaw mirip jdnya editannya rapih, emang iya???)

oiya trus pas kamis kemarin kita hedon ber-12 doang (yg lain gak bs ikut) ke the buffet citraland biar deket 78

the girls

the boys

trus nonton furry vengeance di taman anggrek (tdnya mau nntn sorcerer's apprentice tp udah penuh) yg agak ngebosenin (gue sampe tertidurrr)

the golden tickets

trus balik ke sekolah dan resmi berpisah dehhh huhuhu sediiihhh masalahnya tuh gue kebanyakan menghabiskan liburan sm mereka2 ini (kecuali sm abaw dan keluarga)! :....( be well ya my hedon mates... trust me, I'm gonna miss y'all real soon! don't ever forget me ya please... :'''''(

Lee Minho

2010-07-22T23:24:00.004+07:00

you should call me late because I just watched boys before flowers a few days ago (since I don't like watching tv) andddd I'm so falling in love with lee minho or gu jun pyo (I watched the 25-episode in 2 days!!) ughh he's so hawwwt and has cute face! no wonder he's also known as the king of commercials... I downloaded his many advertisements until my memory card's full hahaha. this is one of my favorite ads...

PS I've contaminated the others and it really works!! hihihi
PPS please somebody make me ilfil with this guy! please!!!!!! I'm really turning kuhhhrazy! he has no bad attitude that can make me ilfil! pleasepleaseplease I have to find at least one of his bad mistake(s) :zip:

2010-07-21T07:10:00.001+07:00

"In each tear, there's a lesson, makes you wiser than before, makes you stronger than you know" each tear - mary j blige

It's been so long eh, since I posted the real post in this blog? I've been so lazy and no mood to do that hehe so much sorry...

By the way, I love the part of each tear lyric above. That's 100% true. It really works on me when I'm feeling down. After that, I'd feel grateful with everything that has happened in my life. For the example, I have a very discipline yet really patient mom. When I was a girl, I hate for being yelled every time I did a simple mistake even I ever thought that I wasn't her true daughter hahaha.

But finally, I realize that those are really for my own good. I know I'm such a messy and lazy person but I can organize my own business without anyone telling me what to do (except if I ask to). I (insya Allah) never forget how to say thanks even when I really don't have to, too. And my mom told me that 'makasih ya, ..." is the right way to say thanks (not just "makasih"). My parents told me to be a royal and helpful person, not to be very stingy, too, even when we don't have any money, there must be something that I can share with the helpless people.

And I thankful for being their daughter because they never push me (even never ask to!) to be a PTN student. Even though my parents are so old-fashioned but they wish nothing but the best for me. Do you really think that PTN is really the best for you when you're not accepted in any PTN tests!? Do you really think that if you are not accepted in any PTN tests, there will be the day after tomorrow!? Get real!

Trust me, God be with you (good bye) :-)

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vote Komodo as the new7wonders!

2010-07-11T23:16:00.006+07:00

Indonesian folks!
it's the right time to show your nationalities by voting Komodo (Island) in the finale of the new7wonders from other 21 countries. too bad we're in the latest rank (see here). you don't want we lose our chance again like we did on Borobudur, which lost in the first round (fought with other 76 countries), do you? so don't hesitate to vote Komodo now by following these steps :

1. Go to http://www.new7wonders.com/ or this (for the new7wonders in Bahasa Indonesia version) find this small banner (below) and click it

2. choose your 7 candidates from 28. Hint: choose Komodo and the 6 latests rank

3. register yourself by filling the form then type the verification code and click submit

4. you will see the layout below then open your email (in inbox or spam folder) and click the blue confirmation link.

VERY IMPORTANT: if you don't click the confirmation link and see the Step 5 confirmation on their website, your vote will not be counted!

5. finally, you've done voting Komodo as the new7wonders :-)

psssstt... you can vote Komodo with some email addresses! ;)

cotton ink // PRE FALL 2010 LOOKBOOK

2010-07-02T13:53:00.005+07:00

cotton ink is a local brand which sells many products from tops, bottoms, dresses, bags, and signature shawls with affordable prices. this is my most favorite brand and here is cotton ink pre fall 2010 :

they'll be officially released in BRIGHTSPOT MARKET (Plaza Indonesia) from 8-10 July 2010.

download the lookbook
for more info click here or here

and here is my shopping list:

I'm so excited to wait for the event to come (and also to buy those things)!! Clarissa Shirt is my mom's request. and if the 4-way kimono top comes in my size, I'll buy it too... excited!!!!

new experiences with akfad

2010-06-27T23:27:00.003+07:00

when we're going home from umb test, akfad brought me to bunderan HI just to see the non-Israel demonstrators. that was our first time to see the demonstration directly with our own head-eyes (mata kepala kita sendiri -_-) and he told me "ayo foto! foto! nanti masukin blog deh" wekekek

have you tried the drive thru of fast food? have you found another else? well we have! after umb day-2 test, akfad looked for the place which provides tiki (titipan kilat) on it. then suddenly we saw this sparkling place which said "drive thru 24 hours"

yeah it's tiki drive thru baby!!! hahaha have you found one? it's somewhere in rawamangun, near from our test location. exciting!!! hahaha

it's just happened days ago. we played gokart in speed karting gatot subroto. I actually wasn't on the third place for God's sake, but my first kart is such a rubbish! it stopped every second and finally changed to new kart. :x

these guys are a very solid team when it comes to tease me. minus my dad! and yes, akfad really deserves standing on the first place because he's the best yet the safest driver I've ever known :* his bestfriend told the same thing too

and these are when one of his car's wheels was rupture in a very sunny, hot weather with no garage near from there and here we were... repairing the car by ourselves eventhough I just did a lil help but it's still counted! haha. and I'm proud of him which seemed so expert in repairing things, including......my heart? HAHAHA.

to dearest akfad: I'm so glad we've been through a lot of experiences and I can't wait to do the other experiences, as many as we can do :-)

These are my love, where's yours? part II

2010-06-27T23:15:00.003+07:00

these are the my dudes!! we went to bu gin's house to take chem private lesson every thursday
we used to making our own acronym like GO (Gin Operation) or G-friends
and we usually did gossiping!!! I kinda miss it a lot :'(

left-right:
amanda novia, vania rizky, maudita alteresti, gustiandari fidhya, me

image courtesy maudita alteresti

Pitty?

2010-06-26T22:28:00.004+07:00

"... people says that i consider you as my Nemesis. no, i'm not. first, i dont care that much about you. second, i kinda pity you. but, to be honest with you, if someone sees you for the first time, and they like you, i kinda get it. because i like you the first time i saw you. and million more glances, i still like you. but what you messed with is very sacred. and that, my friend, is stamping a big NO sign upon a picture of you in my head. ..."

it makes me think by Setyaning Prastiti

p.s. even though you told everyone that I had posted Ariel-Luna maya video in my previous post but I DO agree about this hahaha

p.s.s. I've opened my oxford dictionary but there's no such word as Nemesis on it. (maybe my dictionary is abal-abal (well even though I believe it's not :P)) so I consider it as a greek character like zeus, apollo, or something. no?

update! I actually want to quote this one (not the previous one heheh) :

"... the thing you should worry isn't moments when you're at the lowest part of the wheel. you seriously gotta worry about moments when your at the top. because once you're on top, everyone's glancing on you. they all stare at your stuffs, whether its the good one, or those times you mess. someone can love you deeply, others can feel a jolt of disgust just by watching you enter the room. ..."

so sorry for the stupid mistake... hehehehe
(image source)

These are my love, where's yours?

2010-06-22T21:27:00.004+07:00

right to left:
imam, abaw, mahe, aji
kania, fidhy
prilly, me, diesta

minus dhila, farisa, and azhar

'It' video

2010-06-05T00:29:00.003+07:00

Please 78 2008-2009, pleaseee kindly open:

http://bit.ly/aQTAPj

this. is. what. I. love. the. most. period. (yeah, the same old creep)

so sorry for bringing you just the link, I'm too tired of missing (my senior high thingy) to embed this video here and I really need some quality sleep.

catch ya later dudes,
I'll be glad to hear about your bright future. soon.

PS video courtesy kak lucky wijaya.

In conclusion, which is the best?

2010-06-04T23:01:00.004+07:00

X: "Play girl nih play girl!"
Y: "Enggaaaaaaaa"
X: "Ya iyalaaah lo gonta ganti cowok. pas lagi sama A bilangnya A the best, pas sama B bilangnya B the best juga. gitu melulu"

X sm Y keduanya temen gue, mohon maaf ya gue taro percakapannya di sini hehe.

Pas dipikir2 si X bener sih, tapi kalo kita di posisi Y, pasti begitu juga gak sih?

Kita selalu menjudge tentang suatu hal sebagai "yang terbaik" atau "yang terburuk" di masa tertentu padahal masa itu belum bener2 selesai.

Kita ambil contoh misalnya pas kita masih kelas X, pasti kita mikir "aaah sayang banget padahal kelas semester dua ini masa SMA gue yang terbaik" tapi ngerasa gak sih kalo kita menjudge terlalu cepat? padahal masa SMA itu masih ada 4semester ke depan. ya kan? lo gak akan tau kan, bisa aja pas semester6 ternyata yang benar2 terbaik?

terus contohnya yaa kayak pacar tadi, menganggap current pacar itu yang terbaik. padahal kita gak tau hari esok kan? bisa aja besok kita ketemu sama calon yang lain, dan lagi2 menjudge "dia yang terbaik buat gue".

setelah dipikir2 agak gak jelas ya? maaf ya soalnya ini bener2 nyangkut terus di otak gue. no offense ya kalo ada yang merasa tersinggung/tersindir, ini semua juga berdasarkan pengalaman pribadi kok :)

Anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay,
gue lagi sukaaaaaaa banget sama Princess Tamina as in Prince of Persia
aslinya diperankan oleh Gemma Arterton yang juga berperan sebagai Io di Clash of The Titans.
tp entah kenapa gue gak terlalu suka sama Gemma dan Io-nya, pokoknya love Princess Tamina banget deh! (Y)

gilaaa eksotis banget kaaan?? gue emang paling suka scene yang ini sama yg pas di lembah budak (ya gak sih?? haha) trus sama... ah pokoknya semua deh!! hehe. pengennya sih memakai baju prom berdesain seperti baju2nya Tamina tapi yaaa baju2nya terlalu terbuka banget, gak mau ah >_< oiya sebetulnya gue juga suka sih sm Prince Dastan nya, tapiii secara Jake Gylenhaal biasanya berperan jadi gay, kok gue jd agak2 ilfil yaaa :s tp Dastan seperti pria idaman gidudee :P

trus sama...

yep!!! Jin Kazama as in Tekken! diperankan oleh Jon Foo.
sama kayak Tamina, gue gak terlalu suka sama Jon Foo aslinya, sukanya sm Jin nya ya Allaaah this guy is totally haaawwwwwwttt that I can't resist!!! (SUPER CENTIL) hahahaha
wajar kan wajar kan??
gue gak pernah senaksir ini sama artis! suwer dewwwh (ups, kecuali sm marcell chandrawinata HAHA)
sejujurnya filmnya yaaa biasa aja sih, cuma tertolong sama si Jin dan Christy (bagi gue yang seorang cewek aja merasa kalo cewek ini bener2 seksi abis2an wiii apalagi buat cowok2). ceritanya agak gak jelas, suka kurang penjelasan gitu, ceritanya terkesan "tiba-tiba".

yaudahlah yaaa gue mau bobok duyu mau mimpiin jin >_<
catch ya soon :*

How do you know when you’re in love with someone?

2010-05-30T23:23:00.004+07:00

How do you know when you’re in love with someone? Is it when he’s the first thing that comes into you mind when you wake up and the last thing that you think of before you go to sleep? Or is it when your heart melts every time he looks into your eyes? The truth is, the signs come in a thousand different ways.

When you’re having a really bad day and hearing his voice on the phone just makes it all go away. When all you want to do is listen to him talk passionately about his plans for the future. When you would sacrifice your shopping time just to cheer him up on the field. When a mention of his name makes you miss him so much. When all you want to do is staying up and taking care of him when he’s sick. When your face glows every time you meet him. When even the way he laughs and eats and sleeps fascinate you. When you realize you can finish each other’s sentences. When you can recognize his perfume from miles away. When you laugh when he laughs. When you love seeing the reflection of yourself in his eyes. When you can’t stop smiling every time people talk about the two of you. When you remember him in your prayer. When you feel that he’s the only one who can understand you. When everything that makes him happy will make you happy, no matter how hurtful it is inside. When you’re often torn between your own egocentricity and your feelings for him. When really you’re mad at him but all you want to do is cry on his shoulder. When you can’t help glancing at him every other second as you’re both in the car and he’s seriously watching the traffic. When you actually enjoy the moment when he’s teasing you eventhough you’re pissed. When you dream of yourself being married to him with kids. When you want to be the woman who makes him coffee and puts on his tie every morning. When you’re seriously reconsidering the relocation because it means leaving him as you move to another country. When you find his boyish whining attitude is endearing. When you find his snoring endearing. When you have your own nickname for him. When every time his name pops up in your inbox you smile. When you gladly wipes his sweat as he changes your flat tire. When you find his singing entertaining even though he can’t carry a tune. When you forget when was the last time his name doesn’t cross your mind. When you can remember perfectly the sound of his funny laugh, his fake laugh, and his amused laugh. When he’s the only face you want to be on your 500 bucks Anya Hindmarch be-a-bag. When you would stay awake just to watch him sleep. When you’re seriously thinking of getting a tattoo of his name on your left hand. When he makes you happy and makes you cry at the same time. When you want him to always be your ‘imam’ when you’re praying. When you’re glad that you can be helpless sometimes because it means you can rely on his strong arms to help you. When being with him makes you want to be a better person. When everything could go wrong in the world and it’s okay, because he’s there, with you.

taken from : Ferinda Partiningrum's Xenon Flash
make your own one and let me know, bold/larger the line that fits you.

Yawn

2010-05-29T20:09:00.004+07:00

why do people smile when no one's smiling?
it's cause their thinking of someone they're loving

Sweetest Love - Robin Thicke

sorry for being so boring, my blog is boring, I know.

akhir2 ini hidup saya sedang baik-baik saja, ibarat kata kalo di rollercoaster saya sedang berada di atas apalagi lovelife nya hihi, alhamdulillah (walaupun pasti ada sedikit2 "jatuh"nya). tapi saya berharap jaket kuning bisa melengkapi kebahagian ini ya Allah...

tanggal 22mei kemarin saya mengikuti tes UMB di SMK PSKD I dan ya... saya lebih pede ngerjainnya dibanding SIMAK itu (yaiyalah) tapi pas diperiksa................ oke lupakan

akhir2 ini saya juga menyadari banyak hal di antaranya:

- kita harus belajar mensyukuri apa yang kita dapat, seburuk2nya itu bagi kita, tapi pasti ada yang lebih memprihatinkan dari kita
salah satu kerabat saya tiba2 divonis kanker payudara stadium 3. semua orang kaget karna orang itu sehat walafiat dan beliau juga tidak merasakan sakit apapun. tidak ada tanda apa2. dokter juga masih gak tau apa sebabnya. sewaktu saya dan ibu saya menjenguknya, dia sedang senam pasca operasi pengangkatan payudara sebelah kiri. pasti logikanya ya kalo payudara diangkat itu jadinya dadanya bakal rata, tapi ternyata engga, bentuknya jadi kayak lembah gitu (kebayang gak?) masya Allaaaaaaaaaaah saya langsung merinding dan ingin menangis saking prihatinnya sama beliau. kata2 di atas itu adalah kata2 ibu saya dalam perjalanan pulang.

- saya juga mulai dan semakin yakin bahwa perkataan kita itu adalah doa. saya sudah mengalami beberapa kali kesialan karna perkataan saya yang terlalu sembarangan dan asal-asalan

- dan saya....... INGIN SEKALI LIBURAN YA ALLAAAAAAAAAAAH pingin ke bandung setidaknya paling dekat, atau ke jogja, atau apalagi... pingin banget rasanya ke itali! andai saja saya sudah dapat jaket kuning ituuuuuuu, andai saja papa saya tidak terlalu suka ke puncak, andai saja papa saya juga tidak terlalu memusingkan berada dalam pesawat lebih dari 9jam HUUUUHUHUHU :'( bantu saya merayu papa saya agar berhenti menjadi asia's traveller ya Allah... salahkan novel2, si marco, dan film angels and demons yang membuat saya benar2 ingin pergi ke itali huhuhuhu

oke daripada saya tambah gila lebih baik saya sudahi dulu, wassalam.

Ubah kata semangat jadi selamat!!

2010-05-08T22:44:00.004+07:00

Spotted Friday, May 7th 2010

"Ddddemi apaaa pengumuman SIMAK jadinya besok? Waktu seminggu sebelum UAN kemarin gue baca Al Qur'an seharian, sekarang mana sempeeet? Solat duha ah kalo gitu H-1."

-Aditya Parlindungan-

ya well... inilah salah satu cuplikan dari parlin pas H-1 simak UI. siapa sangka kalau silly statement-nya parlin bisa mengantarnya ke FKUI 2010? :-)

Maaf gue hanya memberikan satu perwakilan di sini karna teman2 FOLKLORE-ku yg lainnya baaaaaaaaanyaaaaaaaaakkk banget yang keterima SIMAK UI dan gak mungkin banget kan gue sebutin satu2...

Kalo gue? sayangnya belum berjodoh sama si jakun nih hehe. mungkin ini hikmahnya karna gue terlalu sombong milih jurusan yang tinggi2 tp usaha dan ibadah gue belum cukup. sempet menye2 dikit sih tadi, soalnya sekalinya gue daftar PTN eh malah ditolak habis-habisan... tp untung ada abaw jadi udah mendingan sekaranggg hehehe.

intinyaaaaaa, bagi yang udah keterima UI dan PTN lainnya yang sesuai cita2, selamat yaaaaa :-)
bagi yang beluuum, jangan patah semangat! kita berjuang sama2! masih ada USM2, UMB, SNMPTN, STAN, dan UM-UM PTN lainnya! seperti judul post di atas, ayo ubah ucapan semangat menjadi selamat!! (by Enggar Pradipta). tenaaaang, kita pasti bisaaaa!!!! *\(´▽`)/*

Mwah.

High school no more!

2010-04-26T21:37:00.003+07:00

selamat bagi yang lulus! bagi yang belum ayo jangan patah semangat, karna kalian itu belum lulus bukan ~~ngga~~ lulus!

alhamdulillah gue termasuk orang beruntung kelompok yang pertama...
kenapa gue sebut beruntung?
karena gue merasa gak bisa ngerjainnya, hopeless, dan tanpa contekan sama sekali
kenapa gue sebut beruntung?
karena nilai gue sangat pas-pasan rata-ratanya hahaha (walaupun sedikit kecewa... *sigh*)

Bahasa Indonesia 8
Bahasa Inggris 9,2
~~Matematika 6~~
~~Fisika 6,75~~
Kimia 8,5
Biologi 7,5

sumpah ya separah-parahnya nilai UN... mat sm fisikanya dong masya Allahhh. tuh pelajaran 2 emang pelajaran paling gak gue sukain deh huhuu makanya sebisa mungkin menghindari jurusan yang penuh dengan 2 pelajaran itu. well, tapi gue puas. saaaangat puas. dan bangga. karna gue bisa ngerjain UN-nya dengan jerih payah gue sendiri (besides Allah's willing and my mom's prayer). gue bangga. saaaaaaaaaaaangat bangga.

but again, I feel so bad to hear the bad news. temen2 gue itu gak pantes buat kelulusan yang tertunda ini!!!!!!!!!! no one expects this far. yang pantes tuh harusnya d-i-a! (sambil nunjuk ke orang itu dengan nada dramatis seperti di sinetron-sinetron) haha ya ampun kok gue jadi jahat gini. ya tapi gue yakinlah ya banyak kok yang sependapat sm gue.

be well guys, I love you! we're FOLKLORE 2010 never ever gonna be apart! (well, physically no {we still have our own dream to struggle to, though}, but in our heart ♡)

Back to be kid

2010-04-20T15:11:00.003+07:00

Disney on Ice
with cousins and akbar fadheli

such the first time to introduce abaw in my big family hahaha

sayang gak boleh bawa masuk kamera dan kita harus buru2 karna sepupu-sepupuku yang masih kecil ingin cepat2 pulang ~_~

Moscow Circus
with my mom and luki

coolness!! you have to watch it too! insya Allah tidak akan menyesaaaal
ada baby zoo dan animal rides pulaa
ditambah di sana ada beberapa stand kayak krispy kreme, starbucks, mcdonald's, dll
ayooo ke sana!!! :D

1st+ anniversary

2010-04-20T14:19:00.005+07:00

1st+ anniversary with akbar fadheli :)
at The Kampus, Menara Imperium
and yes, the restaurant is really spinning haha

I ordered:

Spaghetti Aglio Olio
tertipu dengan harga "bersahabatnya" namun porsinya seperti migelas haha

Mocktail De'Lychee'ous
isinya ada sirup lychee, buah lychee dan sprite. nyumm!!!
HIGH RECOMMENDED!

Abaw ordered:

blabla Duck Corbit (lupa namanya haha)
isinya ada bebek goreng seperti pecel bebek, kentangnya seperti perkedel, dan ada sausnya
HIGH RECOMMENDED juga

kiwi fresh juice
hmm enak sih cuma nyangkut gitu di tenggorokan

and the welcoming appetizer:

ini udah beberapa dimakan
aslinya ada assorted roti perancis, keripik, butter, dan sour cream

terus abaw juga ngasih:

novel eat pray love
karna gue waktu itu pengen beli novel ini tp sayang haha
dan kata abaw hubungan kita biasanya eat, pray, and love hahaha

towel cake
hihi cute bangettt

dan tiba2 pas mau minta bill, managernya ngasih kue ini :D

hihihi kue dari The Kampus
enaaaaaak kuenya :D

pulangnya kita ke 7eleven menteng dulu buat beli slurpee dan big gulp
and we're so haaaappyyyyyyy!
dan kado setaunan dari gue terasa "tidak ada apa-apanya" hahahaha

Greeting from my Dad's office :P

2010-04-17T13:08:00.004+07:00

Sabtu siang yang terlalu cerah (dan terlalu panas tentunya)...

Hi!! I'm having a long long holiday right now...
setidaknya sampai aku dapat UI >_<

AND I'LL MISS THESE CREATURES SO BAD! :'(
edited by Mauddy, the one who still look nice in this photo (grawrks)
guess where I am :P

Incinerating Innocence

2010-04-02T21:18:00.002+07:00

although I don't like my face on those pics that much but I really looove the result!

thanks for my besties trio kwek kwek:
Torik Danumaya for taking and editing the pics, and
Razqa Dipta for the make up! the make up is still on til now hahaha
You guys rawkzzz!!!!!!

Call me late

2010-04-02T20:10:00.002+07:00

Jakarta Fashion Week
Gadis Fashion School Rock
Pacific Place
too bad my school didn't win like one year before...

my pretty friend named cecilia budiman.

with diesta dhania.
both are my best friends!

bloop fringe shirt
chic simple legging
custom made boots
jltd bag

Celebrating my mom's day

2010-03-31T22:37:00.004+07:00

My mom's birthday was actually on march 23rd but everyone agrees that weekend is the best time to celebrate it, rite?

both who sometimes make me cry and mad,
who often ruin my plan, but
whom I love among all of the creatures in the world
(pssstt... we used the same pattern and color on our shirt coincidentally!)

with birthday ~~girl~~woman

what can be better than spending your (busy) time with your family? :)

Bandar Djakarta, Ancol
March 28th, 2010

The after national examination

2010-03-26T21:44:00.005+07:00

Alhamdulillah belakangan ini banyak kejadian yang mengesankan... mulai dari dibeliin hp baru, keterima fk trisakti yg ternyata soalnya susah bgt dari yg dibayangkan (pantesan temen2 banyak yg gak lulus) dan gue berharapnya fkg, dapet sepatu yang diinginkan yang harganya worth, bisa beli esia walaupun yg paling murah dengan uang sendiri, uan sudah lewat walaupun masih takut kalo2 gak lulus ya Allah huu...

yang penting sekarang tinggal berjuang buat fkg-UI sampai mati! simak nih simak!!!!!! lalu ujian praktek dan uas juga. baru deh.... L-I-B-U-R-A-N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dan besok ada USM ITB sampe hari minggu dan minggunya ada UTUL UGM, HAYO BAGI YANG IKUT, SEMANGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTT!!!!!! pasti bisa! gila gue aja waktu itu tes trisakti deg2an parah, gmn tes mega-ptn ya haaaa ya ampun Allah pasti memberikan kalian yang terbaik!

ngomong2 tentang USM, nanti gue mau difoto sm torik (sahabat smp gue) buat butik sodaranya, cuma nunggu dia selesai USM dulu... oiya si torik bilang masa gue mirip sama salah satu personil Girl's generation. nih salah satu videonya

yg torik bilang mirip sm gue itu yang pake topi army aaa gue gak tau ya maksud dia ngatain atau muji tapi yg jelas gue suka sama tipe2 cewek girl's generation! cantik2 kulitnya flawless semua rambutnya bagus badannya bagus aaaaaaaa idaman banget ahahaha. oiya ini video pertamanya dikasitau sama suppo waktu gue nginep di rumahnya huahahah maaci suppooooh :D

trus apalagi yaa... oiya kelas gue bikin sweater kembaran gt... keren bangeeettt! tp karna samaan semua jadinya sweater gue kayaknya ketuker deh huhuhu

oiya karna udah lama gak update blog sama sekali, gue kaget banget followers-nya udah sampe angka 91... MAKASIH BANGET YAAAA :') trus yang di chatbox maaf banget link-nya gak kebaca... copy paste URL nya ke chatboxnya aja yaaa... makasiiiihhh banget ya sekali lagi :))

Young fellow

2010-03-11T21:57:00.002+07:00

siblings

my sister and her husband

I still don't have any idea how love works
but all I know is, love is magic.

Java Jazz 2010

2010-03-07T20:21:00.005+07:00

setelah keukeuh gak kepengen nonton java jazz kalo gak dapet tiket john legend, akhirnya pertahanan gue runtuh karna ajakan abaw hahaha. jadilah H-4jam sebelum berangkat, gue izin ke nyokap bokap, trus nyari tiket. alhamdulillah kak iwan memberitau bahwa kak okem menjual 2tiketnya dengan harga murah. trus kita caww bareng sama abangnya abaw dan pacarnya (tapi beda mobil)

dan menurut gue, the best performances tetep di tangan indonesia, yaitu endah 'n rhesa dan glenn fredly! endah jago main gitarnya, suaranya bagus, atraktif banget sama penonton, trus kan senar gitarnya sempet putus gitu, trus dianya pinter banget ngebawa suasananya; trus rhesanya jago main basnya! trus ditambah lagi, mereka berdua bawain guest star namanya warman nasution. gila gilaaa lo mesti liattt, warman itu multi-talented banget, semuanya dia bisaa... ckckck

kalo glenn ya gak usah ditanya lagi deh yaa... mau masuk aja dempet2an dorong2an aduh gila badan kejepit mulu tp terbayar banget sm kerennya diaaa. saking keren dan penuhnya jd males foto haha. aduh jadi sedih dia mau pensiun huu ;_(

tp tuh ya gila java jazz kemarin emang rame banget gila kayak cendol padahal tmptnya udah dipindahin ke JIExpo yg lebih besar dari JCC tapi tetep sumpek banget gerah banget. bisa jadi tambang minyak deh kalo semua minyak di muka orang-orang yang nonton jjf disatuin (Ew!) pada lepek2 gitu mukanya hii apalagi gue. trus gue pengen beli kaos john legend aja udah sampe keabisan, ugh :/

anyway, di sana gue sempet berantem sama abaw dan kayaknya sih berantem terparah kita (tapi alhamdulillah terparahnya aja gak parah2 bgt menurut orang2 terdekat) dan gak lama kemudian langsung adem ayem lagi hihihi jd makin sayaaang huee HAHA. java jazz 2010 ini merupakan javajazz kedua gue sm abaw. tahun lalu pas masih pdkt HAHA, trus tahun skrg bisa benerannyaa nyunyunyuu haha. sedih deh kalo diinget2 gue sm dia bakal terpisahkan oleh jarak haha cuma ya udah deh demi mencapai cita2 kita masing2 hihi.

by the wayyy
gue excited banget nunggu besok! besok bakal ada rapat prom sama EO-nya dan besok gue akan mempresentasikan tentang calon-calon guest stars yang akan tampil di promnya. gue punya 2kandidat yang menurut gue worth banget deh dari segi harga, performancenya, dll. mudah-mudahan salah duanya ada yang disetujuin, secaraaa selama ini kejadiannya si ini mau si artis itu tapi si itu maunya si artis ini hrr gitu terus pokoknya bergerak di tempat ~_~

sudah ya, mau balapan ngerjain kimia dulu nih sm abaw, bye :D

This is what I call L-O-V-E

2010-02-21T22:12:00.004+07:00

photos from Larasuike's camera and mine

p.s.: find me if you dare! :P

Seaworld

2010-02-21T19:30:00.015+07:00

just had a family bonding time at Seaworld, Ancol hihi. too bad my dad couldn't make it with us :( but it was fun though, remembering I've never gone there again since I was like....kindergarten maybe? hahah.

here it is, introducing the underwater world....

the dancing eel

if you love crispy roll at sushi tei, I'm sure you've tasted eel. I know, I know, the eel that we eat in crispy roll is not this kinda eet, but still, it's eew!

dugong

dugong is well-known as a putri duyung. who doesn't know putri duyung?? till now I still can't figure it out why, because putri duyung and dugong don't have any similarities, except they both breathe with lungs. I've never heard that putri duyung give birth, neither anyway.

well this dugong reminds me of someone who just had PBS test this morning, the one whom I really love at the most... <3

various sea comunities were being feed by the instructors

you can actually see how the fish interacts with the instructors well. there, we're explained how the fish eat, interact with each other, etc by the another instructor, too.

then had a fish dip, a kind of fish foot spa, that uses garra rufa fish from India and Turkey that usually sucks our dead-skin. it felt so itchy and felt like I was being tickled and I can't stand it at first hahaha

anywayssss, thanks to Meily Priliani. because of her, I became so ambitious to visit seaworld, then yeah, I finally did it and I have no regret with it hihi.
you should try to spend your weekend with doing some childish thing(s) sometimes too! :P

Would You Love Our Earth

2010-02-16T21:18:00.003+07:00

aduh gue tiba2 merasa merinding banget, pas baca terselubung, nemu post Ramalan Jucelino Nobrega da Luz. itu bikin parno banget deh.

trus gue ke kamar mandi mau sikat gigi. cara gue sikat gigi itu dengan menampung air dari keran lalu ditadahin di wadah (gayung, gelas, dll). pas hampir mau kumur2, gue lihat.... gayungnya banyak kotoran hitam2 gt huaaaa gue lgsg shock dan membuang airnya dan mengisikan dari air keran lg dan ada lg kotoran2 ituu. ternyata setelah gue berkali2 buang dan isi lagi, emang kotoran itu muncul dari air kerannya ~_~ gue langsung teringat kata2 di postingan tadi,

Disimak dari ramalan Jucelino, pemanasan global semakin lama semakin naik, sampai tahun 2012 suhu di negara Afrika barangkali bisa mencapai 58? Celcius yang meresahkan orang, bersamaan dengan itu juga bisa terjadi kekurangan air yang parah, sesudah itu suhu juga akan sema-kin naik, hingga tahun 2015 suhu rata-rata bumi bisa mencapai 59? Celcius, banyak orang akan mati kepanasan, ketakutan besar umat manusia akan semakin menggl-bal. Apabila betul-betul terjadi seperti itu, tentu saja bisa berakibat kekeringan dan kekurangan pasokan pangan dan menimbulkan ketegangan antar negara, Ju-celino juga meramalkan tahun 2011 bisa jadi kekurangan air maka menimbulkan meletusnya perang baru, tentang perang ini ia tidak meramalkan secara rinci, namun dirasakan itu bukannya perang perbatasan yang sederhana.

This is not the future thoughts I'm trying to talk about here, but it's about the fact.

serius, di sini gue gak mau terkesan menggurui kalian semua, tapi gue mohon banget yang udah nyempetin baca post ini buat sadar... sadar kalo bumi kita udah meronta-ronta dan mulai menuntut balas dan keadilan (ya...begitulah kata2 sastrawan hehe).

waktu gue sekeluarga di puncak, keran cuci piringnya rusak, jd airnya tetep ngalir. trus gue bilang sama nyokap "ma, pak tamrin (yg jaga rumah puncak) mana? ini kerannya rusak, kan sayang airnya..." "gapapa, itu airnya ditadah aja pake baskom" trus pas baskomnya udah penuh, nyokap gue malah buang airnya, trus gue protes "ma kok airnya dibuang? kan sayang" "gapapa, kan airnya nanti masuk tanah lg" ~_~ oke gue tau itu bener, suatu saat air itu akan masuk ke tanah lagi. tapi butuh waktu beberapa lama kan supaya air itu layak pakai? at least buat nyuci2 dan mandi deh.

kalo kalian mikir "masa hari ini gak ada teknologi buat ngejernihin air?"
mungkin memang ada, cuma kan buat memakai teknologi itu bakal butuh energi yang lebih lg kan??

makin lama populasi bertambah, kebutuhan air jg pasti bakal bertambah, nah kalo dikolaborasiin sama masyarakat yang masih masa-bodoh sama masalah bumi kita (masih buang2 air dan buang sampah sembarangan), udah deh, siap2 mandi dengan air kayak gini

(source)
(perlu diketahui, ini di sungai citarum loh berdasarkan captionnya)

...atau kayak gini

(source)

hiiii, kalian mau, suatu saat nanti mandi dengan air yang udah gak jelas rupa dan baunya kayak gimana (yg pasti nusuk bgt di hidung) karna saking kekurangannya air bersih??
masya Allah jangan sampeee... (ketuk2 meja)

terusss sebisa mungkin ngurangin sampah... gue lebih milih bawa makanan bekal yg dibawa dengan tempat makan dengan harapan bakal mengurangi sampah plastik dan sterofom. tapi terkadang gue ngeliat, pandangan temen2 gue itu menganggap gue ini aneh dan sungguh lebay ~_~ tp seriusss... gue tau gue jg masih suka bandel kok misalnya beli gado2 pake sterofom itu jg karna abangnya blg kalo kertas coklatnya habis, trus kalo beli puding jg ya masa iya gue slalu repot2 bawa tempat buat beli puding yg hanya seiprit gt ~_~ aduh gue tau pemikiran kyk gini tuh harus diilangin banget tp yaaa itulah manusia, rasanya mager melulu (loh) haha udah ah makin gak jelas nih. tapi serius loh di sini gue benar2 tidak bermaksud menggurui, tp hanya memberi masukan dan saran pada kalian :D

usaha kecil pun berpengaruh besar bagi bumi kita :)
so save our planet :))))

Thanks! Thanks! Thankssssssssssss

2010-02-04T22:55:00.003+07:00

Alhamdulillah...

walaupun hari ini ada 1hal yg bikin gue sebel banget (masalah legalisir rapot) tapi gue seneng hari ini :') followers blogku sudah berkepala 7... makasih yaaa yg udah mau follow walaupun gak kenal... lalu followers twitterku jg sudah berkepala 60 heheehe makasih bangeeet :-) kalo ada yang belum follow dan pengen follow silahkan ajaaa, klik "follow" di sebelah kanan atau kalo twitternya @nandasoraya. much thanksss!

hari ini gue juga tadi udah ngambil kacamata di pim, tapi kok malah jadi pusing ya gue ngeliatnya? padahal gue udah sesuai sama resep dokter. haduhaduuuh.

dan gue terharu banget ngeliat comment2 di status updates gue yang ini... click to enlarge please... gue lagi males ngutak-ngatiknya :s

oiya makasih banget buat kak gita yang udah membantu gue mengedit blog padahal cuma diklik gitu doang guenya malah gak ngeh ~_~ bodoh bodoh bodohzzzzzz :s

oiya besok edufair! yuhuu!! berarti gue akan menemani anak kelas1 yang akan menjagai stand anak prom yuhuuuu semoga laku keras! aminnnn.

sekian duluu dan terima kasih sekali lagi :-) mwach!

The grapholog said...

2010-02-02T20:22:00.003+07:00

Kalo post sebelum ini berisi pandangan dari seorang peramal, sekarang dari seorang psikolog atau grapholog sih lebih tepatnya karna beliau ini menilai orang dari tulisan tangan kita dan biasanya sih tepat mengenai sasaran. Woooww hebat sekali bukan?? Klien2nya (cailah klien) memanggilnya Tante Ani.

Tante Ani ini sebetulnya ibunya Kak Alwina yang tidak lain tidak bukan merupakan seorang kakak kelas gue yang baru saja lulus. Tante ani juga sudah lumayan terkenal lohhh, kliennya dari mana2 deh. Yaaa seperti tipikal2 psikolog lainnya, Tante ani tuh seru bangeeettt (that's why gue semakin kepingin jd psikolog huhu). eh kok jadi ngomongin tante ani sih haha ya udah nih kata tante ani, gue itu...

- moody
- talenta dan kecerdasannya sangat tinggi HAHA ~_~
- keras kepala dan ngoyo hahaha
- belum mampu menentukan skala prioritas
- procrastinator
- sulit mengungkapkan perasaan dengan tuntas
- kurang bisa bertoleransi terhadap kegagalan
- ketakutan terbesar adalah terhadap penolakkan ~_~
- tidak suka dibandingkan dengan orang lain
- dapat bekerja sama dengan baik
- setia kawan
- bisa diandalkan
- bertanggungjawab
- sangat kreatif ~_~~~~

trus gue disarankan ke jurusan (4besar):
1. kedokteran
2. farmasi
3. kedokteran gigi
4. psikologi klinis
nah lohhh serem2 banget kan jurusannya ~_~ kata Tante ani gue gak cocok di bidang ips karna otak gue eksak banget ~_~~~

oiya oiya additional, pas imam ke tante ani, kata imam si tante ani nanya ke imam udah punya pacar belum katanya kalo dia belum punya disuruh sama nanda (gue) aja soalnya katanya si nanda cantikkk MWAHHAHAHA, abaw kan sahabatnya imam ~_~

oke deh segitu dulu byebyee! oiya kalo ada yang mau konsul sama tante ani, kasitau gue aja yaaa...

Ramalan Asti

2010-02-02T19:47:00.002+07:00

seperti teman saya, virrisya, atau biasa dikenal sebagai pica, yang telah mempost-kan ini, gue juga udah diramal sama asti looohhhh! berikut cuplikannya:

1. gue orang yang plin-plan banget2an
2. sekarang sampe nanti2 gue akan menjadi orang yang agak sakit-sakitan ~_~
3. bakal kaya bangetttt sampe tua AMIIIINNN
4. penyayang anakk (gue lupa gue bakal punya berapa anak)
5. true love nya gak ada ~_~
6. punya potensi yang bagus karna gue ini pinter banget MWAHAHAHA AMIIIIN
7. bakat kerja bisa di bidang teori atau praktek, 2nya akan sukses tapi harus salah satu (teori aja atau praktek aja) AMIIIIN
8. kalo punya uang lebih biasanya lebih mentingin urusan gue dulu baru orangtua ~_~
9. nanti hubungan gue sama anak gue bakal kayak hubungan gue ke nyokap gue, haduu yang baik2 aja yaaa...
10. gue orang yang sungguh membutuhkan bersosialisasi tapi kalo gue lagi bete, biasanya gue mencampakkan temen2 gue ~_~

trus apa lagi ya gue lupaaa yang jelas pertamanya asti kebingungan gitu karna garis tangan gue terlalu abstrak dan tipis2 bangettt hahaa. yang tentang masa kininya tuh bener semuaaa paraaah, semoga aja yang masa depan yg bagus2 (tidak termasuk yang sakit2an ~_~) benar2 kenyataan... amiiiin

Say Hello from Cameroid.com :-)

2010-02-02T19:19:00.006+07:00

Which one do you like best? XO

So what

2010-01-31T21:12:00.006+07:00

Hello! What's been up with y'all? Long time no talk... I've been so busy and tired and bored and effin' sleepy (well all of the 3rd grader are too).

I was just back from Senayan City and my tummy's so full! Ate pasta and italian soda with cream at spageddies, got combo plater frites at pompom, and green tea, rare, and choco mini cakes aaaand custard pudding at maqui's. O-oooww I get you known why my bodyshape looks like this... :P

Well I have many things that always on my mind. One of them is... I hate to realize that I'm not photogenic.

A few days ago, I changed my display picture on windows live messenger. Then one of my high school seniors said "tumben foto lo cantik", I was just "...................................." I feel like I want to die (lebay)

Then when Akbar wanted to take some pictures of me... (cie hahaha)
a: (look at his cellphone) loh loh (moving his cellphone away) di sini cantik (then take his cellphone again to see me via his cellphone) di sini ..............
n: ..................................
PATHETIC ISN'T IT (super lebay hahaha)

Yeahs I know sometimes I think it's way much better than I have to hear people's complain "ih di foto cantik, aslinya ........." (tidak menyindir siapapun, for sure). Better have an ugly face both in picture and reality rite? :P

But sometimes... I have feeling like... "siapa sih yang gak mau punya muka yang cantik banget kalo di foto?"Just like my picture for SIMAK UI, that's a true disaster! (and by the way, yes, I've transferred the payment so... wish me luck! :)

Well that's all, so far. I actually have to continue studying physics via Zenius because tomorrow will be some tryout UN from diknas (and other tryouts in the afternoon at my course as additional, gahhh)

Then again, I'm tired but I have to struggle until the next few months! Wish me luck :-)

Bye Fellafellossss <3

Family - ES bestfriend, JHS bestfriend

2010-01-14T21:41:00.004+07:00

Prilly's

2010-01-14T21:32:00.003+07:00

Vina's

2010-01-14T21:17:00.004+07:00

Lula's and Aqida's

2010-01-14T21:09:00.003+07:00

Cecilia's

2010-01-14T20:53:00.002+07:00

Semoga ada yang ngerasa amiiin

2010-01-08T19:37:00.005+07:00

Selamat malam semuanya

sejujurnya gue bukan orang yang suka ngurusin adek kelas, apalagi sahabat gue sebut saja namanya X
ya paling gue dan X ini cuma ikut2an ngedenger gosip tentang adek kelas, trus paling ya cuma "eh kok dia gitu banget sih" dan pokoknya bukan yang gak suka sampe segininya (duh ribet)
KECUALI sampe mengganggu ketentraman hidup gue dan orang2 yang gue sayang
ya, elo. ELO.

gue tau lo ngefollow blog gue dan karna lo follow gue, gue pun follow balik
sampai saat ini sih, foto lo ada di kolom followers gue lohhh
jadi ya mudah2an aja lo baca post gue yang ini.

hhmm... masih gak ngerasa juga?

nih gue ingetin,
di belakang kita, lo suka ngomong kangen2an kan sama pacarnya X?
dengan keadaan lo pasti taulah ya kalo X pacaran sama orang yang lo bilang kangen2 itu. oh jelas, di facebook kan ada. lo juga suka wall2an kan sama pacarnya X, jadi gak mungkin banget lo gak ngeliat status relationship facebooknya.
dan lo taulah yaaaa si X itu kakak kelas di sekolah yang sama kayak sekolah lo?
oke gue tau, mungkin si X tidak terlalu mencolok, tapi lo kan SMA udah hampir 2tahun, tapi masa belum ngeh juga?
dan terus kenapa mesti segitunya sih GRRRRRRR

eh, gue baru inget.
maksud gue, cowok itu adalah mantan X.
tapi yang kita tau, lo udah ngomong kangen2an gitu sama mantannya X dari pas mereka masih pacaran.
gak tau deh sebelum/sesudahnya iya juga atau engga.

pertamanya sejujurnya gue juga gak tau lo yang mana
gue cuma beberapa kali denger aja yaaa temen2 gue MUNGKIN ngebicarain lo
gue sama X ya cuma gitu2 doang paling
engga, sumpah gue sama X gak ikutan gak suka sama lo
temen gue juga ada yang pernah bikin post spesial buat lo juga loh xixixi baik yah kitaa o:)
HOEK

hahahaha
jadi please........please bgt sebisa mungkin lo jangan berbuat hal yang sama deh
kalo mau kangen2an atau mungkin sayang2an ya cari orang yang lain yaaaa
cari yang masih single ajaa...
oke?
thanks. dan maaf kalo gue terlalu kasar.

p.s. gue tau ini pertamanya dari seorang narasumber lalu si cowoknya sendiri yang mengkonfirmasi

Letter to my mom

2010-01-04T21:41:00.003+07:00

She used to be my only enemy and never let me be free

Catching me in places that I knew I shouldn't be
Every other day I crossed the line I didn't mean to be so bad

I never thought you would become the friend I never had

Back then I didn't know why, why you were misunderstood

So now I see through your eyes
All that you did was love

Mama I love you. Mama I care

Mama I love you . Mama my friend. You're my friend

I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now

Every little thing you said and did was right for me

I had a lot of to think about, about the way I used to be
Never had a sense of my responsibility

Back then I didn't know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love
Mama, I love you. Mama, I care
Mama, I love you. Mama, my friend. You're my friend

But now I'm sure I know why,
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes
All I can give you is love is love
Mama I love you. Mama, I care
Mama, I love you. Mama, my friend,You're my friend
Mama, I love you, Mama, I care
Mama, I love you, Mama, my friend, You're my friend

Mama - Spice Girls

p.s. I decided to post a letter to my mom with my own words, but then again, this song tells a lot.
p.s.s. I love you mama

Waiting

2009-12-29T10:20:00.002+07:00

Hellooo selamat pagi menjelang siang!
Gue sedang berada di Pura Indah Lounge di Bandar Udara Internasional Soekarno Hatta, sedang menunggu datangnya pesawat yang didelay hhmm
Rencananya sih, gue sekeluarga (mama, papa, luki) akan merayakan tahun baru di Singapur dari tgl29-1
Entah kenapa gue gak terlalu excited banget sama liburan kali ini... mungkin karna bawaannya gak bener2 bebas kali ya?
Pikiran gue masih terbebani bgt sama masalah masa depan (cie)
Tapi gue biasanya mikirin doang tp berusaha belajar males banget HAHAHA ya sudahlah
TO gue kmrn di tempat les juga alhamdulillah peringkatnya melambung naik NAMUN TO gue sangatlah labil nilainya
Ah udah deh pusing juga kalo mikirin ini terus (yak, lagi2 dipikirin doang, bukannya mulai ngerjain Supermath-nya -> fyi gue bawa buku2 soal loh ke spore HAHAHA paling cuma buat dijadiin kipas2 gitu kali ya kalo kepanasan hhm)

Oiya gue di Pura Indah Lounge ini gratis looohhh hahaha di first class pulaa gara2 papaku memakai... jengjengjengg BRI Prioritas! dan BRI Platinum (/Premium gt ya? lupa haha)!
Mereka itu kayaknya beda dari BRI yang lain, call centernya saja beda (terusss??)
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Keuntungannya:
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3. Biasanya ada acara2 gituu, kayak waktu itu ada Ball Dance di Ballroom Mulia, tp kyknya yang seumur gue gak ada jadi ya paling orang tua orang tua gtuu, pdhl seru ya kalo banyak anak mudanya huihihi
4. Dan ya ini salah satunya seperti gue sekarang, gratisan di Pura Indah Lounge, 1 kartu untuk 2 orangg, asik yaaa
5. Dapat majalah gtuu, namanya majalah apa gt ya gue lupa hahaha
...dan masih banyak lagi sebetulnya cm gue lupa, pokoknya ada di majalah itu deh

Oke cukup sekian dan terima kasih, gue ingin makan dulu secara kemarin gue hanya makan sekali pas siang hhmm saatnya balas dendam!

p.s. yaaa siapa tau lagi ada orang BRI Premium yg lagi blogwalking ke blog gue dan mereka merekrut gue jadi dutanya.... xixixixi gak mungkinlah

Bye!

33 facts about boys (from terselubung.com)

2009-12-27T23:53:00.003+07:00

Cowo sesungguhnya ngga ngeliat cewe itu cantik ato ngga, tp mereka lebih cenderung ngeliat cewe yg rapi dan anggun.
Cowo ngga suka ma yg genit.
Ketika cowo bilang klo dia ngga ngerti kamu, scara gamblang itu brarti kamu ngga berpikir seperti yg dia pikir.
Cowo mungkin aja ber-genit2 ria sepanjang hari, tp sebelum mereka tidur mereka selalu memikirkan cewe yg bner2 mereka sayang.
Ketika seorang cowo bner2 menyayangimu, dia akan melupakan semua karakter jelek mu.
Cowo tergila2 ama yang namanya senyuman cewe.
Cowo akan melakukan apapun juga hanya tuk ngedapetin perhatian cewe ( yg di taksir ).
Jika kamu menyentuh hati cowo, maka tuh cowo akan berkorban apa aja buat kamu.
Jika seorang cewe bilang "ngga", cowo akan mendengarnya sebagai "coba lagi besok"....it's so true!
Kamu harus ungkapin apa yg bner2 kamu mau sebelum cowo melakukan apa yg kamu mau.
Cowo menyintai ibunya.
Cowo akan ngorbanin duit lunch mereka hanya tuk berikan kamu beberapa bunga mawar.
Cowo sering memikirkan cewe yg menyukai mereka tp ini bukan brarti cowo menyukai cewe itu.
Kamu ngga akan mengerti cowo kecuali kamu mendengarkan mereka.
Jika seorang cowo berkata dia menyintaimu tuk seumur hidupnya, maka itulah kenyataannya.
Berhati-hatilah, cowo bisa membuat gossip menyebar smpai separuh bumi lebih cepat daripada cewe.
Layaknya Hawa, cewe adalah kelemahan cowo.
Cowo sangat terbuka ttg diri mereka.
Adalah bagus tuk ngetest cowo dulu sebelum kamu mempercayainya, tp jgn membuatnya menunggu terlalu lama krn dia akan pergi darimu.
Cowo sebenernya benci baju mereka jadi kotor walau itu oleh sebintik noda.
Cowo bner2 mengagumi cewe yg mereka suka meski cewe itu ngga terlalu cantik.
Jika seorang cowo curhat ke kamu, dia hanya butuh seseorang tuk mendengar dia curhat, kamu ngga harus ngasih dia saran....
Sebuah sikap yg menunjukkan cowo bner2 menyukaimu adlah ketika dia membelaimu.
Cowo bner2 menjaga semua rahasia2 yg diceritakan oleh cewe yg dia sayang.
Cowo terlalu banyak berpikir.
Fantasi cowo bner2 tak terbatas.
Tinggi cewe bukan masalah bagi cowo, tp berat cewe bner2 jd masalah bagi cowo.
Cowo cenderung tuk serius ttg hubungan dia ma cewe nya dan mjd terlalu posesif. So watch out girls!
Cowo bisa lebih banyak bicara dibanding cewe terlebih bila topiknya seputar cewe.
Kamu bisa bner2 bilang bahwa seorang cowo tuh bermaksud baik bila kamu meliat dia berdoa (untukmu....?).
Jika cowo bilang kamu tuh cakep, tu brarti dia menyukaimu.
Cowo benci ma cewe yg overreact.
Cowo lebih menyintaimu daripada kamu menyintai dia jika mereka udah serius ma hubungan itu.

grabbed from terselubung.com

p.s. yaa kira2 garis besarnya sama kan kayak post gue yang "things girls don't know about boys"

Grabbed from Kemala Putri

2009-12-25T18:14:00.002+07:00

(A survey under the cut, because I refuse to add to your Dashboard with random information about yours truly. Ha!)

In 2009 I have:

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER

(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
(x) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009, I:

(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
( ) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
(x) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
( ) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
(x) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
( ) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
(X) spent most of your money on food
(x) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

2009-12-09T19:52:00.002+07:00

Don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want!

Gawwwdddd!!! Those words are inspiring...
Hell of course,

I. WILL. NOT!.

Welcome to monkey see monkey hear!

2009-12-07T20:58:00.003+07:00

Halo semua apa kabar?
nampaknya post ini akan menyampah seperti biasanya karna gue aja gak tau mau nulis apa cuma gue merasa bersalah aja kalo gak ngepost di sini... (batuk boleh, muntah jangan)

anywaysssss
gue ganti header blog dan nama blog
kepikirannya sih udah lama cuma baru kesampean kemarin dan itu juga dikejar waktu soalnya buru2 mau ke puncak
jadilah headernya masih beleber2 ke luar kotaknya
yak tapi namanya nanda soraya, kapan sih gak malesnya, kapan gak nunda2 pekerjaan
padahal tinggal diedit gt doang malesnya minta ampun sampe skrg ckck, pardon my laziness :P

dan waktu itu gue kan coba edit2 layout blog dan karna layout2nya pada gak bisa pake widget macem2, jadi gue cancel deh tuh semua editan, balik lagi ke layout yg lama (yg sekarang ini)
tapiiiii ternyata tiba2 widget andy warhol yang biasanya ada di paling bawah dan kumpulan link2 yang biasanya di sebelah kanan tuh malah disappear!
tulisannya tuh "this widget appears to be broken" trus di situ cuma ada "remove" button doang, gak ada "fix" kek gitu, apa kek
ya sudah akhirnya beneran gue remove
trus udah gue bikin kumpulan link baru, dan maaf banget gue gak hafal semua link yang dulu ada di blog gue...
jadi kalo yang dulu udah pernah dilink, dan skrg taunya gak ada, tolong kasitau yaa
dan bagi yang dulu belum dan ingin dilink kasitau juga yaaaaaaa :))

dan terakhiiiiiiir...
thanks for following my blog :)))
such a pleasure...
bagi yang belum memfollow, silakan follow aja, gratis kok hehehe

daaaaaaaaaagh :)

p.s. sebetulnya masih mau nambahin beberapa poin di post di bawah ini, cuma maluuu... HEHEHE nanti2 ya :P

I love you because...

2009-11-22T23:03:00.002+07:00

It's 11 and I still can't sleep because I'm having diarrhea rite now ~_~

By the way, a couple days ago, abaw asked me about a simple question but I can't simply answer it haha. I'll write it down the answer(s) here because he won't open my blog and in case if someday I'm upset with him, I'll read this post and tadaaa! things can go perfectly fine like we used to hehe. And since this post is for abaw, I'll make it in Indonesian haha you-know-why :P

1) seperti yang fidhy bilang ke aku, setiap aku minta sesuatu, kamu selalu berusaha buat memenuhinya. apapun. kayak waktu aku iseng2 minta ke bogor cuma buat beli toge goreng dan tiba2 langsung diberi kejutan dan benar2 pergi ke bogor bareng!

2) inget waktu bedil becanda2 nyindir kamu sesuatu dan aku bilang ke bedil "engga kok dil dia udah gak kayak gitu kokk" dan itu aku jawab dengan sepenuh hati, yes, you've changed. to be a better person right? :)

3) karna kita satu sekolah. frekuensi ketemu kita akan lebih banyak, seminggu minimal ketemu 5kali hahaa. apalagi kalo pas sama2 lagi gak ada guru haha. kalo aku lagi sebel sama kamu ya tinggal tabok dan ngusir kamu kayak waktu itu hehe engga deng becanda. kalo lagi kangen juga jadinya lebih gampang, lebih irit waktu uang dll haha

4) karna temenku temen kamu juga, temen kamu temenku juga. jadi gak perlu adaptasi lagi dan jadi agak mengurangi kemungkinan buat curiga dll

5) karna kamu itu biang gosip! jadi kita bisa sharing gosip deh haha. tp kamu nih sering ngebocorin gosip yang aku punya ke orang2 huuu payah!

6) karna ketika aku sok2 ngambek kecil, kamu selalu menitip "pesan" ke diesta padahal jarak aku-kamu-dista itu hanya 1meter. misalnya "dis2 bilangin ke nanda dong jangan ngambek lagi... gue mau minta maaf" it's such a cute thing you knowww hehe

7) karna kamu punya segudang ide surprise romantis yang bisa bikin aku bener2 "terkejut" dan merasa bahagia haha lebay ya tp ini beneran...

8) karna kamu itu fleksible. bisa jadi pacar, temen, sahabat, musuh, abang, dll... ya terutama sih jadi supir huaha. aku seneng waktu kamu markir mobil kamu di kosan kamu trus aku ke kosan kamu trus kita perginya pake mobilku tp kamu yg nyetir huahaha benar2 terasa seperti majikan ;) hehe engga denggg

trusss apalagi ya hmm tadi banyak sih tapi kepotong gara2 bolak balik ke kamar mandi jadinya lupa deh ~_~ nanti dilanjutkan! byeee

Small talk.

2009-11-19T20:45:00.004+07:00

I've been so upset lately. I'm having my period these days and things turn to be so annoying, even for a small stuff. Then my temperament raised when I had a "little" talk about my future college with my parents.

As I told you before, I made a quote "psychology is my passion but faculty of medicine is my parents' happiness". Then when Bu Nuzul (my school's counselor teacher) announced about PSB UGM, and my friends support me like a lottt. Ghina said that it really fits me because there's an interview with English. I was really2 excited! Then I talked to my parents but I got a very2 bad response. my parents never believe me to live alone without them. They prefer choosing private college to public college except UI. H-e-l-l-o-ow, everyone knows that FKUI is hard to reach!

My parents said
"You should be thankful, your parents won't mind about the cost that have to be payed. We never push you to be a PTN student either anyway... If you're accepted in FKUI, alhamdulillah. But if you're not, it's ok, UPH is another worth choice. But if you're still hardheaded about PTN, go to pontianak (my dad's hometown) and live with the aunts. If not, you still have singapore as a choice. If you don't want to be a doctor, go to Binus. don't be too serious about this college thingy."

I was like... "GAHHH what kinda parents they are!? Why do my dad prefer singapore to jogja? Singapore is clearly a non-domestic! Why do they prefer something that is much more expensive to the cheaper one which is (maybe) better?? Why do they think that I don't deserve a self-service home?? Why do they still not believe meeeeeeee??"
And I was...crying for a zillion times.

But now I know, my parents want the best for their children. Maybe they're afraid that their sweetest little girl will get hurt? :P Like tante ani said, "don't let your ego win. Don't try to fight your own parents. Accept everything that you can't change wholeheartedly." Maybe pontianak is a no-way choice (no offense :P) but maybe singapore or UPH isn't that bad. Maybe I can find my future husband there..... :P

...but still, I sometimes feel disagree with them. But then again, it's up to Him. I hope I was, I am, and I will be given the best by my The Only One Lovely God, Allah SWT. Amiiiinnn....

2009-11-07T23:36:00.005+07:00

Kesialan yang bertubi-tubi

2009-11-07T18:38:00.006+07:00

Jumat 061109

1. telat dateng nonton velvet this is it di blitz sama luki karna kena macet. tiketnya udah dibeli kemarinnya dan dapet yang jam 15.30 tp baru nyampe di sana jam 16.10. selamat selamat

2. kesialan terklimaks: gue kan bawa minum tuh karna gue kira bakal bawa mobil sendiri jd minumnya taro mobil dan karna buru2 akhirnya pk taksi dan minumnya terbawa
pas udah slesai nonton tiba2 tas gue netes2 air gt eh langsung deh gue obok2 cari hp gue soalnya gue udah yakin bgt pasti tempat minum gue bocor
itu tas udah banjir gt tp gak ketemu2 jg hpnya
pas akhirnya udah ketemu dan hp gue udah kedap kedip gt akhirnya langsung gue copot batrenya dan casing batrenya
trus gue lap2in pake tisu tp msh lembab
akhirnya gue panasin di bawah pengering tangan trus trackball dllnya pd mental2 jadi harus nyari dulu
trus akhirnya pas udah panas hpnya gue idupin. masih bisa nyala tp kedapkedip trus lama2 mati
akhirnya gue diemin deh tuh

3. antrian taksinya panjaaaaaaang bgt udah gt taksinya lama bgt ada nya soalnya macet + ujan

4. pas udah dapet taksi jalanan masih macet GRR

5. pas nyampe rumah buru2 ke dokter gigi karna udah janji mau lepas behel. itu jam stengah10

6. jalanan masih macet pdhl udah lewat tol jg

7. nyampe jam 11an nyampe, lgsg buru2 masuk

8. ternyata pasiennya masih 5 lagi yg biasanya seorang itu bisa hampir satu jam an ~_~

9. kelaparan dan kebab yg lagi gue pengen bgt udah tutup

10. akhirnya masuk jg dan jadi pasien kedua terakhir tp tetep jadi yg terakhir karna dokternya sambilan ngerjain pasien terakhir

11. selesai jam 1, nyampe rumah jam 2an (dokter gue di pondok kelapa, kalimalang, bekasi)

12. tdur jam 3an

13. belom belajar sm skali besoknya tryout di ofriends

14. dan aneh sekali gue copot behel ;(

What I wore:
white loose shirt: winnie the pooh
tank top: itc mangga dua
zebra legging: chic simple
high heels: charles & keith
bag: JLtd (gift from my friend)

sabtu, 071109

1. ditelfon abaw jam 8.20 disuruh cepat siap2 lalu gue bener2 gak mandi cuma cuci muka sikat gigi trus langsung naik motor minta dianterin sm mas sukiman

2. karna saking ngebutnya minyak wangi gue ngegelinding di jalan dan gue hanya bisa menatap dari kejauhan

3. udah lari2 ke ofriends dengan hebohnya nanya "KELAS GUE DI MANA KELAS GUE DI MANA YANG LAIN MANA" pas akhirnya gue sadar.... yang ada di ofriends baru ada carla ano ari lona ... ngikngik carla lgsg bilang "ya belom pada datenglah, ini jg baru 08.40" HEEEEE masuknya jam 09.00 ternyata ~_~

4. tryout susah mampus gue gak bisa sama skali blm blajar sm skali GAHHH

5. karna blm pup 3hari perut gue sakit banget pas di tryout

6. ternyata minyak wangi gue sudah raib kata mas sukiman

7. cheese rolls yg gue beli dengan uang sendiri (nitip kania) ternyata sudah lama habis karna dimakan oleh ibu2 arisan teman nyokap pdhl gue blm makan sama sekali ~_~ pdhl lagi defisit banget!

8. lagi tdur dibangunin terus GRR

9. trus hpnya gue coba charge lalu hpnya jd bener2 gak bisa dinyalain lagi... RIP my bb

10. simcard gue juga rusak kayaknya soalnya udah dipindah2in ke hp mana pun tetep gak ada sinyalnya. gue udah nelf call centernya katanya kemungkinan harus diganti simcardnya ooohh gak punya waktu!

semoga besok2 tidak mengalami kesialan lagi ya Allah... bye!

Fidhya's boyish party

2009-11-05T22:41:00.005+07:00

before we broke up...

the girls

... and after we broke up

saking sedihnya entah kenapa kalungnya bisa putus begitu :(

...but I won best dressed woohoo thanks fidhy :D

What I wore:
Leather jacket: pasar senen
loose tank top: Gilligan & O'malley's sleepwear (yes, it's my daily sleepwear actually haha)
leopard's tube: itc mangga dua
acid wash jeans: ln for hardware
custom made boots

D'Lounge
October 2nd, 2009

Soulnation 2009

2009-11-05T22:21:00.003+07:00

The 2-days pass was on my hand...

Friday

met kak heidy kalalo again in The Ting Tings concert
WOOHOO the ting tings was freaking awesome!!!

What I wore:
Loose tshirt: mitchybell
tutu skirt: pasar senen
custom made bag gift from my friends
sandals: itc mangga dua

Saturday

met novriansyah fachri (another duta urbie)

asymmetric loose shirt: (X)SML
custom made high-waisted shorts
custom made boots

Syandi's white party

2009-11-05T22:12:00.002+07:00

What I wore:
White ruffled dress: Arnessio
Zebra headband: Myurk
Grey sock: sox gallery
hiheels: charles & keith

The Rich, Bellezza Shopping Arcade
October 10th, 2009
I haaate that night

monkey see // monkey hear

Somewhere only we know

Anyear

Facts about the 12th Dikdas

A year ago....

Edisi marah-marah

Fasting + holiday = laziest a$$

Water & Vertical Rescue

As special as martabak :-)

A post before 6th

Believe that what happened to us is what's the best for us

Summalüv

Flexi NBL Challenge 2011 feat. USA Legends

The wait is over :D

Once upon a time...

The chronology of being 19th

/v\5

A he

Menyentil. Sungguh.

Swim

Tim Bantuan Medis Trisakti XI

Be thankful for what you are

Emotionally involved

Singapore 2011

FB terhack.

so-called Valentine's Day

Medical First Aid

G word

From Nabila *hug*

Makin sayang sama Prita... *hug*

If clause(s)

Happy New Year 2k11

Job sirkumsisi

Love Letter to L

Someday, someday

a 10-minute update

Less-manner

G.R.I.N.D*

Future plans

Abaw's belated birffday

I can't wait for...

Kalo kata anak ABG jaman sekarang: lovelife.

Dream food of the day

Holly-days o:)

Dedicated to my beloved ex prom crew

Lee Minho

vote Komodo as the new7wonders!

cotton ink // PRE FALL 2010 LOOKBOOK

new experiences with akfad

These are my love, where's yours? part II

Pitty?

These are my love, where's yours?

'It' video

In conclusion, which is the best?

How do you know when you’re in love with someone?

*Yawn*

Ubah kata semangat jadi selamat!!

High school no more!

Back to be kid

1st+ anniversary

Greeting from my Dad's office :P

Incinerating Innocence

Call me late

Celebrating my mom's day

The after national examination

Young fellow

Java Jazz 2010

This is what I call L-O-V-E

Seaworld

Would You Love Our Earth

Thanks! Thanks! Thankssssssssssss

The grapholog said...

Ramalan Asti

Say Hello from Cameroid.com :-)

So what

Family - ES bestfriend, JHS bestfriend

Prilly's

Vina's

Lula's and Aqida's

Cecilia's

From Nabila hug

Makin sayang sama Prita... hug

Yawn